I just ordered SN

[LonelyHopelessDude]

I bought it from that seller on this well known online store (He will definitely get rich this Christmas with the sudden augmentation of orders ahah)

But living in France I'm a little bit scared of police showing up to my house (I recently heard on this forum story's about police in Spain, France and even the US getting more interested about this method of suicide) .

Anyways!

 

[SlackJim]

I'm also hoping to order soon from this seller, hoping I can time it right, I've heard it can take a few weeks to arrive I have a 2 week window in January. good luck

 

[Jean4]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

I'm also hoping to order soon from this seller, hoping I can time it right, I've heard it can take a few weeks to arrive I have a 2 week window in January. good luck

Yup I also heard it could take a little bit of time.
I think 2 weeks is okay CTB is not a total emergency right now but I want to do it early next year.
Good luck to you too my friend !

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Thank you for linking me this thread ! It's really written well

 

[Yuqani]

can you contain your excitement just enough to edit out the direct reference to the vendor, maybe?

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

can you contain your excitement just enough to edit out the direct reference to the vendor, maybe?

I'm sorry my mistake

 

[NeCkDeEp]

This was my fear until I received the wrong SN, it has made me calmer and so much less anxious as the police hasn't showed up yet. So yeah that might be a benefit of receiving the wrong SN, I guess? Lmao
I used to be scared everytime I heard someone knocking at my front door, imaging the police breaking in to my apartment etc but let me tell you: it won't happen SN is legal so there's nothing they can do unless they know that you want to ctb

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

This was my fear until I received the wrong SN, it has made me calmer and so much less anxious as the police hasn't showed up yet. So yeah that might be a benefit of receiving the wrong SN, I guess? Lmao
I used to be scared everytime I heard someone knocking at my front door, imaging the police breaking in to my apartment etc but let me tell you: it won't happen SN is legal so there's nothing they can do unless they know that you want to ctb

I remember seeing your post about CTB, I must admit that when you said that it have been 20mins and you didn't feel anything at first I was stressed but then when you told us that you took nitrate instead of nitrite it made me a bit smile

Not because I was making fun of you or anything but this kind of small mistakes that can change everything during a serious and sad moment as this one added a little comical feeling to the situation. (Even though it wasn't really your mistake, but the product description maybe a bit confusing).

By the way are you still planning to CTB did you bought it (again) yet ?

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I remember seeing your post about CTB, I must admit that when you said that it have been 20mins and you didn't feel anything at first I was stressed but then when you told us that you took nitrate instead of nitrite it made me a bit smile

Not because I was making fun of you or anything but this kind of small mistakes that can change everything during a serious and sad moment as this one added a little comical feeling to the situation. (Even though it wasn't really your mistake, but the product description maybe a bit confusing).

By the way are you still planning to CTB did you bought it (again) yet ?

I love it how people still remember after almost one week my CTB story lol. No worries! It's funny and sad at the same time.

Yeah so the product description is exactly what I would have needed however it is chili saltpeter and that's nano3, the seller is adverting for nano2 so it's basically a scam.

I did yes! I'm planning to do another attempt as soon as I receive SN.

Are you planning to CTB immediately after receiving SN or have you got a CTB date?

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

I love it how people still remember after almost one week my CTB story lol. No worries! It's funny and sad at the same time.

Yeah so the product description is exactly what I would have needed however it is chili saltpeter and that's nano3, the seller is adverting for nano2 so it's basically a scam.

I did yes! I'm planning to do another attempt as soon as I receive SN.

Are you planning to CTB immediately after receiving SN or have you got a CTB date?

I don't have a precise date but I plan on doing it in January 2021.
I don't think I will CTB immediately after receiving SN because even if my days alive are painful, I think I should take more time thinking about CTB, I don't want to go with regrets, also as I like to say, there is no urge (in my situation) but days by days it gets worse that's why I think January will be the month where I will make my final decision.

Also I still don't have all the pills required (hard to find without prescription and I'm feeling to lazy to go see a doctor rn)

 

[charlottewilts]

i'm pretty sure the police issues in those countries were with N, not with SN. so i wouldn't worry :-)

 

[edward77]

I love it how people still remember after almost one week my CTB story lol. No worries! It's funny and sad at the same time.

Yeah so the product description is exactly what I would have needed however it is chili saltpeter and that's nano3, the seller is adverting for nano2 so it's basically a scam.

I did yes! I'm planning to do another attempt as soon as I receive SN.

Are you planning to CTB immediately after receiving SN or have you got a CTB date?

I also doubt the authenticity of my SN. Its written Nitrite in the bottle but written Nitrate in the bill... So what happened to you after taking nitrate also how much quantity u took ?

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I also doubt the authenticity of my SN. Its written Nitrite in the bottle but written Nitrate in the bill... So what happened to you after taking nitrate also how much quantity u took ?

Get a kitchen towel, put a bit of the salt on it and some of your blood if it turns like immediately brown then it's nitrite. I didn't test it before drinking lmao.
I took 3 full soup soons (my kitchen scale gave up on me however 3 full soup spoons should have been enough) in 100 ml water.
I had only a burning stomach and felt some discomfort, the discomfort felt the same as the pain I'm going through on my period.

 

[MeltingHeart]

To the OP: it is N that the authorities r tracking down & raiding people for because it is illegal. SN is a legal substance.

 

[edward77]

Get a kitchen towel, put a bit of the salt on it and some of your blood if it turns like immediately brown then it's nitrite. I didn't test it before drinking lmao.
I took 3 full soup soons (my kitchen scale gave up on me however 3 full soup spoons should have been enough) in 100 ml water.
I had only a burning stomach and felt some discomfort, the discomfort felt the same as the pain I'm going through on my period.

thanks.. will try it

 

[Batou_u]

I don't have a precise date but I plan on doing it in January 2021.
I don't think I will CTB immediately after receiving SN because even if my days alive are painful, I think I should take more time thinking about CTB, I don't want to go with regrets, also as I like to say, there is no urge (in my situation) but days by days it gets worse that's why I think January will be the month where I will make my final decision.

Also I still don't have all the pills required (hard to find without prescription and I'm feeling to lazy to go see a doctor rn)

Have you received it yet ?

 

[Duk3_0f_3ll1ngt0n]

SN is perfectly legal in the states, and i can't imagine too many countries having it banned. You can buy giant buckets of it for seven dollars and fifty cents.

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

Have you received it yet ?

I've received my SN very early but the pills aren't here yet.

 

[Batou_u]

I've received my SN very early but the pills aren't here yet.

You're in France right ?

 

[RedFive]

There's been no reports of police activity regarding SN. The worst is that some sellers must of been notified buyers are using as a method to CTB so theyre either asking for a reason for the purchse, not selling it anymore, selling less pure variants, or still some sellers selling the real deal.

I live in one of the most regulated countries in the world for substances/drugs (Australia) and had no problem getting it with no questions asked.

You CANNOT get in trouble for buying SN, its a legal substance, unlike N.

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

You're in France right ?

Exactly, what about you ?

 

[Batou_u]

Same, cannot PM yet though

 

[SugarbushMtn]

SN on Amazon in the states..One click..

 

[Batou_u]

Exactly, what about you ?

Have you tested it ?

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

Have you tested it ?

Well no, I didn't opened it yet.
But I know it's a very good quality and very professionally made. (Purity, Product packaging quality, tracking, the society selling it, etc)

 

[mpnf]

Well no, I didn't opened it yet.
But I know it's a very good quality and very professionally made. (Purity, Product packaging quality, tracking, the society selling it, etc)

What is the name of the seller on amazon? Could you post a direct link if it's permitted? Thank you.

 

[Delia]

If it may ease french users mind, Gambardella who was french also ordered sn, didn't run into any trouble with the popo.
I'm in the same situation as you. Pluuusss... that seller is so goddamn slow when it comes to respond to their mails and it's been a whole ass week since I passed the order. I still have no tracking number and it's technically meant to arrive tmrw.
Still, it's a regulated substance but not absolutely forbidden,, so... idk how they'll proceed with that...

 

[Soulstax]

Thanks for the quick reply. But what happened to that person? Did he she got out of the coma without any brain damage or anything? That is what scares me the most about trying it, the possible mental or physical repercussions. Hope she/he is doing well.
Ps: What do you think is the specific amount of grams to overdose and hopefully dying?

There was a topic here about it, I'll see if I can find it. They took a few sips of SN dissolved in a large amount of water not for ctb, but just to test, and still went in a coma. As far as I've been able to see there's no permanent damage, and the people who survive it is always because they were found and saved. If you are serious about this, it's important there's zero chance of being found. Hotels seem to be popular options, and you should get one far away from your hometown, and make sure you alert noone whatsoever about doing this.

 

[mpnf]

There was a topic here about it, I'll see if I can find it. They took a few sips of SN dissolved in a large amount of water not for ctb, but just to test, and still went in a coma. As far as I've been able to see there's no permanent damage, and the people who survive it is always because they were found and saved. If you are serious about this, it's important there's zero chance of being found. Hotels seem to be popular options, and you should get one far away from your hometown, and make sure you alert noone whatsoever about doing this.

If it may ease french users mind, Gambardella who was french also ordered sn, didn't run into any trouble with the popo.
I'm in the same situation as you. Pluuusss... that seller is so goddamn slow when it comes to respond to their mails and it's been a whole ass week since I passed the order. I still have no tracking number and it's technically meant to arrive tmrw.
Still, it's a regulated substance but not absolutely forbidden,, so... idk how they'll proceed with that...

Did you receive the order in the end? Who was the seller?

There was a topic here about it, I'll see if I can find it. They took a few sips of SN dissolved in a large amount of water not for ctb, but just to test, and still went in a coma. As far as I've been able to see there's no permanent damage, and the people who survive it is always because they were found and saved. If you are serious about this, it's important there's zero chance of being found. Hotels seem to be popular options, and you should get one far away from your hometown, and make sure you alert noone whatsoever about doing this.

Thank you for the advice. When I feel prepared enough mentally I will try again to leave this physical world. I don't know when but it will possibly be most likely.
My mind feels like going crazy sometimes and I'm very much unprotected from life, I don't know it's my perspective. Having depression and anxiety doesn't help either so...
Thanks for your responses. ✌

 

[Delia]

Did you receive the order in the end? Who was the seller?

I'm still waiting for the package and I'm not at all a patient person. We're two days past due delivery date. Still no tracking number. Ordered it from an infamous polish seller.