Hi everyone. I managed to complete the payment with money gram, now I'm waiting for delivery. I will be sorry to leave this world, I almost touched happiness before plunging into the abyss of obsessive thoughts and depression. I feel especially sorry for my parents and I wonder how to make this less painful. Do you have any advice? Is it better to "disappear" and die far away or let them find me at home?
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,001
I feel like only you can answer the question as it is your life and your decision after all, but I feel like those left behind will be devastated no matter where you choose to die, but after all there is no way to escape pain in a life like this. To me life is only suffering. I think that in my case, I would choose to write a note to give those left behind some closure and will mean they are not left with unanswered questions.
I'm sorry that you are in such an unbearable situation. Living can be very painful as our thoughts can torture us, it can be awful living such a miserable existence. I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option of N. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best.
I'm sorry that you are in such an unbearable situation. Living can be very painful as our thoughts can torture us, it can be awful living such a miserable existence. I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option of N. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best.
dredd1981
All these moments will be lost in time
- May 1, 2022
- 102
Let us know if you receive it ok, I'm in the UK and am a little wary of ordering in case it gets intercepted by customs. Do you mind if I ask how much it cost?
1100USD for two bottles
Risperdead
Agenda 2030 Sustainable Death
- Jul 20, 2021
- 49
I am glad to see people on here being able to place orders and receive orders. I would advise you post as little info about D as possible in these forums. Such as cost and where his location is. For the safety of D. He is doing us a great service. Just pm some of other experienced members on here for that info.
Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,206
I got mines for the UK, earlier in the year. It came no problem.
wljourney
Waiting for the bus
- Apr 2, 2022
- 1,419
dredd1981
All these moments will be lost in time
- May 1, 2022
- 102
What's the lethal dose? Seems to me 200ml is probably excessive……I don't know if you saw quick77's thread a couple of weeks back, I'm pretty sure he only took one bottle and appeared to ctb within 5 minutes
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wljourney
Waiting for the bus
- Apr 2, 2022
- 1,419
1 bottle contains 6.2g N.
The PPeH mentions 10g but often refers to just one bottle, which is usually enough for most people.
A 2nd bottle is for assurance of success in case the person is larger OR has issues with alcoholism/drug addiction (which can result in a higher drug tolerance).
