
vision
Same world, another vision
- Aug 28, 2025
- 3
The point is i'm afraid of ctb because of my mom wouldn't recover that, my dad already ctb when i was 7, soon me, her child.. she's gonna become crazy, i don't want her to live that a second time
But i am so bad rn i freaky want to die, i just start a formation, my first job and i already dream to never work again and just die in a field looking at the stars and it's over, no more problems no more works ni more asshole repending rumors on me
But at the same time every day i think of how i can be better, i have one dream in my sport and i want to make my dream come true, so i just take over myself and tell me i need to don't give up on my sport but this is so hard every day i went on so many emotion during my working day i'm almost crying in front of my co-worker
I Needed to write this somewhere i can be understand thanks for reading this, and i'm sorry english isn't my first language, i'm french
The text is a little disorganized i hope you understand what i mean
Love you all
But i am so bad rn i freaky want to die, i just start a formation, my first job and i already dream to never work again and just die in a field looking at the stars and it's over, no more problems no more works ni more asshole repending rumors on me
But at the same time every day i think of how i can be better, i have one dream in my sport and i want to make my dream come true, so i just take over myself and tell me i need to don't give up on my sport but this is so hard every day i went on so many emotion during my working day i'm almost crying in front of my co-worker
I Needed to write this somewhere i can be understand thanks for reading this, and i'm sorry english isn't my first language, i'm french
The text is a little disorganized i hope you understand what i mean
Love you all