Venting I just need to stop being a coward

[voool]

I think I'm over thinking it

 

[TAW122]

Same here, I feel like I'm overthinking things. I mean I have no problem with just sticking a gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger, but the hardest part for me is obtaining and hiding it until I want to ctb. All it takes is some suspicion or things setting off red flags and I easily lose my way out (firearm), so that's why I'm rather anxious right now.

Things would be much easier if I lived alone (like over a year ago), but sadly I don't have a place where I live alone right now.

 

[worldexploder]

I wouldn't call it cowardly. These self preservation instincts are built into the human animal. Incredibly hard to overcome.

 

[okyeah]

I guess it comes down to how bad u want to do this. I'm pretty dead set on it so there's no more real discussion left

 

[TiredHorse]

I know I've been overthinking it. And feeling cowardly. But Worldexploder is right: it's damnably difficult to overcome self-preservation.

 

[Trashcan]

The survival instinct is a bitch.

 

[Retched]

The survival instinct is a bitch.

Survival instinct is a bitch, dick, asshole, and can suck it.