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voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
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I think I'm over thinking it
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,437
Same here, I feel like I'm overthinking things. I mean I have no problem with just sticking a gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger, but the hardest part for me is obtaining and hiding it until I want to ctb. All it takes is some suspicion or things setting off red flags and I easily lose my way out (firearm), so that's why I'm rather anxious right now.

Things would be much easier if I lived alone (like over a year ago), but sadly I don't have a place where I live alone right now.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,820
I wouldn't call it cowardly. These self preservation instincts are built into the human animal. Incredibly hard to overcome.
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
I guess it comes down to how bad u want to do this. I'm pretty dead set on it so there's no more real discussion left
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
I know I've been overthinking it. And feeling cowardly. But Worldexploder is right: it's damnably difficult to overcome self-preservation.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,233
The survival instinct is a bitch.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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