beyond_aquila_rift
Student
- May 11, 2020
- 103
I'm getting so desperate to ctb and have been in such a bad place for so long, and today I feel tipped over the edge.
Earlier this year I had a mental breakdown and was going through a lot mentally and physically (health issues arose) and just completely lost my shit. Lost my job and a bunch of friends turned their backs on me.
One friend in particular, who I apologized to relentlessly told one of my best friends that I was schizophrenic (which is not true). She doesn't know I know this, but today she asked me to be a witness in her custody court case.
I don't understand why people are like this. People are so shitty, this life is so shitty and so fucking painful. I have experienced so much shit in this life. I'm taking pity but damn. Like I honestly with each fiber of my being wish that I hadn't been born. I just want it to all be over.
Earlier this year I had a mental breakdown and was going through a lot mentally and physically (health issues arose) and just completely lost my shit. Lost my job and a bunch of friends turned their backs on me.
One friend in particular, who I apologized to relentlessly told one of my best friends that I was schizophrenic (which is not true). She doesn't know I know this, but today she asked me to be a witness in her custody court case.
I don't understand why people are like this. People are so shitty, this life is so shitty and so fucking painful. I have experienced so much shit in this life. I'm taking pity but damn. Like I honestly with each fiber of my being wish that I hadn't been born. I just want it to all be over.