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immrw

immrw

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Jan 22, 2023
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working for some dumbass company. spending my precious energy on shit that doesn't even matter.

i'm done with it.

i just wanna lie in a forest and be left the fuck alone.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Same. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to work or participate in life. It honestly feels like I'm in a world full of insane people as they all seem to love the idea of destroying their body and mind just for work
 
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immrw

immrw

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Jan 22, 2023
90
Same. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to work or participate in life. It honestly feels like I'm in a world full of insane people as they all seem to love the idea of destroying their body and mind just for work
then you have the shame, guilt, and embarrassment of not wanting to participate.

I don't wanna make a rich ho even richer while i barely survivor off the pennie's they give me.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
i actually like working for my self as a game and software programmer i like to learn how things work and create things there always a chance you'll create something of value, but i wouldn't want to work a regular job having to get up everyday and be on time and then be around lots of people isn't my cup of tea prefer to work on my own and be my own boss, i don't want to work and be a slave to no one.

modern times are much better for living in if you can gain financial stability and the freedom to live without having to work like i did for the most part never worked a real job 38 years old
 
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DeadNotSleeping

DeadNotSleeping

Another lamb that chose the slaughter
Oct 7, 2024
150
It's absolutely infuriating. Then you have people doing like, 30 minutes of work a day making absolute bank while you have to must your ass just to make rent. I hate it.
 
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eeah

eeah

waste
Sep 11, 2024
86
i actually like working for my self as a game and software programmer i like to learn how things work and create things there always a chance you'll create something of value, but i wouldn't want to work a regular job having to get up everyday and be on time and then be around lots of people isn't my cup of tea prefer to work on my own and be my own boss, i don't want to work and be a slave to no one.

modern times are much better for living in if you can gain financial stability and the freedom to live without having to work like i did for the most part never worked a real job 38 years old
yea but being self employed seems in many ways more stressful than having a normal stable job. not that i could get one in the first place lol
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,164
working for some dumbass company. spending my precious energy on shit that doesn't even matter.

i'm done with it.

i just wanna lie in a forest and be left the fuck alone.
I was in same situation.i had a work very anguish.
I stopped but 3 years After, Always Bad because of mental illness.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
then you have the shame, guilt, and embarrassment of not wanting to participate.
Thankfully I don't have any of those feelings and I never will. Society doesn't care about me so I don't care about them. I was born against my consent so I shouldn't have to be forced to participate in society
 
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immrw

immrw

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Jan 22, 2023
90
It's absolutely infuriating. Then you have people doing like, 30 minutes of work a day making absolute bank while you have to must your ass just to make rent. I hate it.
and they instill in your head "if you love what you do you won't work a day in your life" BULLSHIT!!

work is work and it fucking sucks. i'm tired of trying to brainwash people into thinking 10 hour office days are actually fun and cool and quirky
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,164
et ils t'inculquent dans la tête "si tu aimes ce que tu fais, tu ne travailleras pas un seul jour de ta vie" DES CONNERIES !!

Le travail c'est le travail et c'est vraiment nul. J'en ai marre d'essayer de faire croire aux gens que les journées de 10 heures au bureau sont vraiment amusantes, cool et originales
Yes lot of stress...🥶
 
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pariah80

Arcanist
Aug 12, 2024
404
You know what? I get it. The mere fact that humans have to pay to exist is an asininity in and of itself. That we have to define ourselves in terms of our 'usefulness' to a small group of psychopaths that the human race allows to call itself 'elite.' Especially now that people have to work 2 and 3 jobs just to feed themselves. Not their children, their spouse, or even their pet. THEMSELVES!!! But "life's a gift."
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,164
You know what? I get it. The mere fact that humans have to pay to exist is an asininity in and of itself. That we have to define ourselves in terms of our 'usefulness' to a small group of psychopaths that the human race allows to call itself 'elite.' Especially now that people have to work 2 and 3 jobs just to feed themselves. Not their children, their spouse, or even their pet. THEMSELVES!!! But "life's a gift."
life is a gift that must be returned
 
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