I just broke a nail on my tourniquet

[Moth]

That's a sentence I never thought I'd hear myself say. But I've put a lot of thought, and done a lot of research, and this seems to be the best way for me. Tourniquet tight around my throat. I can't tell anyone I know, about what I'm doing. They will only stop me. But I feel I can't go without leaving some sort of explanation somewhere . Obviously I've been suicidal most of my life. I'm ru ning of of space on my skin for cuts. So I think my used up destroyed post apocalyptic wasteland of a body is done. So time for me to go, I. Getting g light headed.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I'm not sure this method is feasible. Please let us know if you bounce back. Anyway, I wish you the best of luck!

 

[TiredHorse]

Peaceful travels, Moth.

 

[Philip]

I was practicing that last night and was getting dizzy doing it......seems like it might work.....didn't want to go any further incase I passed out and accidentally died while just practicing....

 

[Moth]

I feel peaceful. Going to die with a pretty purple necklace

 

[Philip]

Hope you find peace Moth

 

[Made4TV]

I hope you make it if that's what you're really sure needs to happen. Of course you are also welcome to change your mind and stay.

 

[TiredHorse]

Of course you are also welcome to change your mind and stay.

Take this to heart, Moth. It should be the subtitle of this entire forum.

 

[Made4TV]

Take this to heart, Moth. It should be the subtitle of this entire forum.

Agree. No judgments. We're all in this together. Just trying to do the best we can.

 

[worldexploder]

I wish you the best of luck! My heart goee out to you.

 

[Moth]

Did not work unfortunately, I guess I didn't pull it tight enough, I pulled it as tight as I could. Thankyou all for your nice comments. <3 it looks like I am hanging around a while longer until I can get some actual rope.

 

[Rose]

Sorry to hear it, Moth. Wishing you peace in the future. Just a thought, but do you reckon the night-night method might work with the tourniquet? I'm not entirely sure how the mechanism for tightening it works

 

[Moth]

Sorry to hear it, Moth. Wishing you peace in the future. Just a thought, but do you reckon the night-night method might work with the tourniquet? I'm not entirely sure how the mechanism for tightening it works

It might do, I just pulled it tight last night, I know I was going for starving the brain. Of blood, not blocking my windpipe. I don't h ave very good grip or strength in my hands. I might have to just hang. But I'm paranoid of my fat body breaking the rope, and then I will be a failure and a laughing stock.

 

[Rose]

It might do, I just pulled it tight last night, I know I was going for starving the brain. Of blood, not blocking my windpipe. I don't h ave very good grip or strength in my hands. I might have to just hang. But I'm paranoid of my fat body breaking the rope, and then I will be a failure and a laughing stock.

Sadly I'm not sure how the mechanism works, but if it is capable of holding pressure when you release your grip it might be viable. Hope you can find whatever brings you peace! Sending love your way