Venting i hope you find my body

[starrvingstar]

sometimes i fantasize about killing myself violently in public places i know the people who i feel have wronged me will see. i want to hang from a classroom ceiling or overdose where people will find my body or see my dismantled corpse. i think id look prettier honestly.

 

[Lxions]

I've had fantasies like that before, definitely not the best thought process. I would fetishize suicide and all it's components. I'm sorry you're going through the same thing.

 

[starrvingstar]

I've had fantasies like that before, definitely not the best thought process. I would fetishize suicide and all it's components. I'm sorry you're going through the same thing.

yeah along with wanting people to find my body i have fetishized it my whole life which sucks but it comforts me.