I hope to see you on the other side. today i will not fail.

[whatsinmypocket]

Yep its cheesy but fuck it, going all out.
Partial hanging its going to be, not my preffered option, but it should do the trick. By dawn i should be done. Using a thick cable, i hope it all goes smooth.
Ive not been part of this community for long, but you all seem like awsome people. I guess this way of me ctb will be the best for everyone. Wont leave a note.
Hope i wont have to post here again. :^)

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Hope all goes well for you.

Also is it your gun in the picture? An STI?

 

[whatsinmypocket]

Just some airsoft gun. Fuck it fucking hurts to put wheight on the neck

 

[Final Escape]

Hope it goes well and you go out mostly pain free. Sorry to see u go.

 

[whatsinmypocket]

What the fuck, i feel my knees shacking and getting dizzy but why THE FUCK am i backing out?
Last second aswell. Fuck that survival instinct

 

[whatsinmypocket]

Ill keep trying until i cant

 

[starcrossedfate]

Good luck.

 

[whatsinmypocket]

Im still here.

 

[Maravillosa]

<<<Hugs>>>

As the saying goes, practice makes perfect. You are determined to ctb, so I think you will make it sooner or later.

 

[Nem]

Best of luck comrade <3
Whatever your decision turns out to be
Peace

 

[Final Escape]

Im still here.

Good :)

 

[Retched]

What the fuck, i feel my knees shacking and getting dizzy but why THE FUCK am i backing out?
Last second aswell. Fuck that survival instinct

Yep. Fuck survival instinct!

 

[bigj75]

how you holding up?

 

[whatsinmypocket]

Well, doesnt seem like there will be repercussions to my attempt as everyone was sleeping. As my myself i will probably go with CO next. Atleast there its less easy to step out.

 

[RM5998]

Good luck, irrespective of what you decide to do henceforth. We'll be here if you need us.

 

[worldexploder]

The best of luck to you buddy. From what I read sounds like you're having a hard time like I did when I tried to CTB that way. Hope everything works out.

 

[Trashcan]

Partial suspension is hard to do. I'm sorry it didn't work out.

 

[whatsinmypocket]

I now have that knowledge yep. Probably wont try that one for some time. Going unconsious was not the problem, but getting back out of it was.
Like first time i got the right position i only thought "why are my legs shacking" not that i was about to die. Second one was more spooky and i can barely remember. The way of leaving sure is peacefull but getting there, man its awful.

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[bigj75]

Sounds lIke a good method but something you gotta be ready to do right after you try practicing it.

 

[AceOfSpadesCTB]

Y would u kill yourself.. u will never get to be happy if u die sas and angry.. u r letting the enemy win! Don't let them win! Love yourself and be successful in life . . Think big! Don't u dare play yourself and end your own life!

Alternatively, if he feels that it's his time to go, then he should be allowed to continue, end, or do whatever he wants with his life on his own terms. That's what this community is here for.