Venting i hope i die soon

[iamjustapebble]

I'm so ugly. even my boyfriend doesn't care about it respect me. none of my "friends" care a single bit about me. no one ever has.

 

[kunikuzushi]

me too. hugs

 

[bl33ding_heart]

No matter what you look like you deserve to be cared about. Humans are so much more than what they physically display, and it's very unfortunate that people can't see that. I'm sure you are a lovely person, and you deserve so much better.

 

[iamjustapebble]

No matter what you look like you deserve to be cared about. Humans are so much more than what they physically display, and it's very unfortunate that people can't see that. I'm sure you are a lovely person, and you deserve so much better.

don't worry, im also a terrible person. not a single friendship or relationship ive ever had with anyone lasted longer than a year.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

don't worry, im also a terrible person. not a single friendship or relationship ive ever had with anyone lasted longer than a year.

That alone doesn't make you a terrible person. I also struggle to hold together friendships and relationships.

 

[iamjustapebble]

That alone doesn't make you a terrible person. I also struggle to hold together friendships and relationships.

if everyone tells me im terrible that has got to mean something, right?

 

[bl33ding_heart]

if everyone tells me im terrible that has got to mean something, right?

Not necessarily. Your actions are telling of whether you're a bad person or not, not other peoples words. Believe me people can easily be quick to call anyone terrible.

 

[iamjustapebble]

Not necessarily. Your actions are telling of whether you're a bad person or not, not other peoples words. Believe me people can easily be quick to call anyone terrible.

i literally did bad things. dont gaslight me.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

i literally did bad things. dont gaslight me.

I'm not trying to gaslight you. I don't know you at all or what kind of things you've done. I was just saying that other peoples words aren't indicative of whether you're a good person or not, your actions are.

 

[alreadyfound]

All my relationships are shallow and built on lies because my personality sucks. I constantly have to hide my true thoughts to fit in and barely have two or three people to spend time with. I was truly myself with one person in my life, and he deeply hates me and refuses to speak to me again, even after I've tried contacting him multiple times. So believe me, you can't be a worse person than me.

 

[iamjustapebble]

All my relationships are shallow and built on lies because my personality sucks. I constantly have to hide my true thoughts to fit in and barely have two or three people to spend time with. I was truly myself with one person in my life, and he deeply hates me and refuses to speak to me again, even after I've tried contacting him multiple times. So believe me, you can't be a worse person than me.

this is not a competition to me, i just know that i am terrible and i dont want to live like that. i dont care if there are people who are worse than me, it doesn't make me any better of a person than i actually am.