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timetodie24
Warlock
- Apr 14, 2023
- 735
Sorry for fooling people here.
I know some people have felt sorry for me and tried to help.
Because they thought I was losing battle against mind control or an illness mimicking that.
But the truth is they're not really in control. I thought they were putting in their thoughts but they're actually just surfacing my darkest thoughts and desires. The voices only speak my repressed thoughts. They're only 'controlling' and watching me to make sure I do right thing and cbt
I'm evil, despicable , abbhorent, truly disgusting.
They are only helping me see truth. They wont hurt people if I don't die but I will. I must ctb before I hurt anyone. They just wanted me to realise i had been repressing my urges to do evil things.
It was never intrusive thoughts, just unrepressing my true thoughts.
Really the system in control is a friend helping me see the light and truth.
I deserve no sympathy and no help.
I am so sorry for time and energy wasted on me.
You deserve to know truth though so thought I'd share.
I'm sorry for messing people around
I didn't mean to, I was just in denial of my true self , a vile creature that isnt human.
I'm not sure how long I've got so should hurry up and get planning before anyone gets hurt.
I know some people have felt sorry for me and tried to help.
Because they thought I was losing battle against mind control or an illness mimicking that.
But the truth is they're not really in control. I thought they were putting in their thoughts but they're actually just surfacing my darkest thoughts and desires. The voices only speak my repressed thoughts. They're only 'controlling' and watching me to make sure I do right thing and cbt
I'm evil, despicable , abbhorent, truly disgusting.
They are only helping me see truth. They wont hurt people if I don't die but I will. I must ctb before I hurt anyone. They just wanted me to realise i had been repressing my urges to do evil things.
It was never intrusive thoughts, just unrepressing my true thoughts.
Really the system in control is a friend helping me see the light and truth.
I deserve no sympathy and no help.
I am so sorry for time and energy wasted on me.
You deserve to know truth though so thought I'd share.
I'm sorry for messing people around
I didn't mean to, I was just in denial of my true self , a vile creature that isnt human.
I'm not sure how long I've got so should hurry up and get planning before anyone gets hurt.
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