Method i have a plan

[grendel4578]

parents sometimes do end up giving me around like $125 each birthday, could use that money to buy that one single shot 10 ga shotgun and some ammunition since i wouldn't need a license in this state. could i get the gun and ammunition from the same shop likely? also where should i go to ctb, living room? i'd still be around for the next 2 months though. should i go through this way? i'm also not sure how i'd carry it all home. i don't have my own car. a backpack maybe?
there's also a small chance i'll end up living on to be with someone who still loves me instead of ctbing, but i don't know if i can get through everything. suicide will almost certainly be my fate.

 

[Rocinante]

could i get the gun and ammunition from the same shop likely?

Yes, gun stores also sell ammunition

also where should i go to ctb, living room?

If you intend to be found. My plan is to walk off into the woods if I go the gun route

i'd still be around for the next 2 months though. should i go through this way? i'm also not sure how i'd carry it all home. i don't have my own car. a backpack maybe?

It seems nigh impossible to make it from a gun store to home carrying a firearm, so probably not the best route. I guess shove it in a backpack and try to cover it. If you've never owned or fired off a gun before it's a risky method for CTBing too.

there's also a small chance i'll end up living on to be with someone who still loves me instead of ctbing, but i don't know if i can get through everything. suicide will almost certainly be my fate.

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