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mouseteeth

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Dec 2, 2019
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I couldn't have described it better myself. I feel exactly the same way.
It's also why I'm extremely sleep deprived. I hate having to go to sleep knowing I'll feel terrible in the morning, so I barely get any.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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This is how I feel every time I wake up
 

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In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I've felt that way since my depression evolved to Ultimate Depression (at 15), but the sense of dread I felt today in the morning was something else. Sleep is my only escape from the pain I feel. This whole day is one miserable experience.
 
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xxsuicidegirlxx

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Sep 27, 2019
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i hate waking up cause its all the same depressing shit every day.
 
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awfullife

awfullife

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Nov 16, 2019
435
Waking up is very unsettling for me as well. I've been living a nightmare for 4 years and the last 2 have been super nightmarish. It sucks because something hits you when you wake and you realize you're still fucked. It's hard to bounce back from that. Failure is a bitch.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Reality sucks. I want to sleep forever.
 

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