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darkwater
Experienced
- Apr 17, 2021
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The body tells you to feel good but my head hates these feelings. It's strange but I can stand my life much better when it's cold and rainy outside. Do you feel the same way?
I totally agree. Sweating makes me feel like I'm dirty and that I'm crawling with bugs. I hate it.I freaking hate summer. You're sweating, you're too hot, you have to wear lighter clothes, and maybe reveal parts of your body to the world. I hate it.
Absolute ditto.Same! Omg, I hate spring and summer. I hate watching this false theatre of happiness. I hate normies' reaction to spring. I also hate this feeling of powerlessness when it's hot. I prefer winter freezing cold to this summer freaking heat.
Agreed.Same. It's depressing enough to see everything blossom when nothing inside your head is moving for the better.
When people on the streets (of which there are more) become joyful and more viable/active due to the fact that daylight is rapidly increasing (i live in the north) so that their pituitary gland begins to produce less melatonin from serotonin, i see even more in contrast how far i am from them, what a gap between us. This makes envy their ability to be happy and do something. There appears fewer excuses in my head for my miserable existence when everything is getting better for everyone around
Apparently every person my age I see in the street in summer have a group of friends with them. It makes me so depressed. Even if I'm out enjoying an ice cream, I can't. It's constantly reminding me how I'm alone and how far they are in their life, and I'm stagnating.I hate the heat man. So hard to go for a walk when it's scorching hot. I love it when it's cold, but I live in a Mediterranean climate :(
I think rain is calming but it messes up my walking schedule. Summer is the worst because I see a bunch of people having the times of their lives and I feel so alone. I do outings on the summer but it's always just me and maybe 1 or 2 other people... I feel so excluded man.
It's like the world is taunting us...Apparently every person my age I see in the street in summer have a group of friends with them. It makes me so depressed. Even if I'm out enjoying an ice cream, I can't. It's constantly reminding me how I'm alone and how far they are in their life, and I'm stagnating.