I'm so sorry to hear this. It seems "children" now don't respect or care about their parents (not all are like this). My son told me to get the fuck out of his house six years ago - he lives less than a mile from where I live and I've seen him once - he looked at me and kept moving. Sad very sad.
Truth be told nobody really cares. That's the problem with the world - nobody cares about anybody else. It is killing me.
I care. But I can understand what you mean. After I was open about my suicidal feelings, my brother and friends have distanced themselves. My brother said that he didn't want that "kind of talk" in his life. It's fucked up. I have friends that said that if I take my life it's okay. That was really good to hear.
But I also have shared with other "friends" about my depressing life and mind, and they just say stuff like "do something else", go for a walk etc. They don't know shit. People don't know how to act or care. Or help. They don't. If they never had REAL depression or suicidal thoughts they don't know shit.
The world needs change. But I don't think it's gonna come in my lifetime.
I care about your story. It must be awful loosing a child. I have 2 daughters. 1 I haven't seen in 7 years. The other just 1 year old and me and her mom recently split.
I don't know how to act in life. I keep fucking up. I was never meant to be here. But I'm sorry to hear about your story about your daughter. It must be so heartbreaking. I don't know the story about you and your son, and I'm sorry it's that way. I'm here to listen