Venting I hate my mother so much

[abcezas]

She isn't the main reason i want to ctb but she definitely doesn't help and seems to make everything worse. She is the most ignorant person when it someone's feelings. And it's the most isolating feeling because your mom is supposed to understand you at your worst but she makes it all about herself. The worst feeling is being on the edge and not having anyone including her to talk to.

 

[Quiltsand]

I feel it my mom is psychotic. She used to hand knives to my dad telling him to stab her because she wants him to go to prison. She screamed at him everyday until the day finally came where he died. Part of my thinks my mother killed him. He had inherited money from his dad shortly before he died. As soon as my dad died my mom immediately got a new relationship and burned all of my dad's belongings. I was so depressed from my dads death but if my mom passed I would feel relieved

 

[monotine]

My mom's the same and makes everything about herself too. She's a narcissist. Every time I get a phone call or text from her, I always feel like I'm going to get a panic attack.

 

[BlueLock]

Nothing hurts more than a bad mother :/ mine really messed me up

 

[lonely2026]

Both my parents are narcissists so I know how you feel. My mother tried to attack me the last time I saw her. My parents actions are why I want to ctb. I can't live with the humiliation of their lies against me. My mother smashed my brothers front window in once thats how bad the evil witch is

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Me too, caused me a tremendous amount of bizarre pain.

 

[Feux]

The other day I made the mistake of telling her so. "You hurt me, make no effort to understand me and make everything more about yourself." She then proceeded to hurt me, make no effort to understand me and make this fact more about herself. Why do I still think I can persuade her into emotional maturity? It's such a dumb cycle to put myself in.

 

[SASU-KE]

This is quite sad. Our mothers are supposed to be the one person always on our side. I was fortunate enough to have had a good mother.

 

[lonely2026]

The other day I made the mistake of telling her so. "You hurt me, make no effort to understand me and make everything more about yourself." She then proceeded to hurt me, make no effort to understand me and make this fact more about herself. Why do I still think I can persuade her into emotional maturity? It's such a dumb cycle to put myself in.

These type of people never change sadly, in fact over time they become worse. My only regret is not going no contact before they had a chance to ruin my life completely. I wish I could turn back time. Those we love are the ones who tend to hurt us. But now there's no love left after those two evil monsters put false allegations on me

 

[Aflame5926]

to be honest while i did tell my parents i understand that the problems we have is just to difficult understand for people that doesnt even consider this. or are part of the "lucky ones" that got over it and take that as an example that everybody can do it ...... it dumb