Honey, y don't u tell us a little about what is going on? This way we can converse with u n offer help, advice, listening ear, etc..
Eventually, ur multiple threads could possibly get ignored cuz u do not respond to anyone..
Just respond on the bottom of the thread n hit "post reply" or hit "reply" to respond to an individual poster.
I understand ur in pain, Sweetie n we're here for u, but plz don't ignore the very thoughtful, heartfelt responses to ur pain..We care about u..Hugs...♡♡♡