Venting I HATE MY FACE

[fishlover]

anyone who has ever said im pretty is a liar. i dont know why my bf is with me. i thought after i lost all the weight id like how i look. but i still hate my face and i still want to lose more weight. no one likes me because im weird and ugly. my bf is lying to me. he hates me hes going to leave me and i know it. is he lying to me? is he settling for me? does he think im all he can get? hes so handsome compared to me he can get any girl he wants. i want to die if i dont get plastic surgery soon or anything to fix my disgusting face soon im ending it. i cant take it anymore. even then it might not be enough. im cursed and disgusting and so fucking ugly. why do i try. why am i here.

 

[deus_ex_machina]

god makes us ugly to torment us, i believe. ive had the same face since i was 12. ill be 30 this year. i am fat and ugly. but we can do nothing other then ""treatments"" that only work in the semi-short term, and in long term destroys our face. its fucked.

 

[mossmoth]

it hurts thinking about what it's like to be pretty. to automatically have value when you walk into a room rather than have to work for it.
not that there aren't downsides, but it still sucks to be straight up ugly

 

[deadbidaylight]

We are our own worst critics. I can almost guarantee you that your perception of yourself is inaccurate. But that doesn't diminish the fact that you still feel this way about yourself. This is an actual condition called body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) and there are plenty of successful treatment options out there that can really help you.

I know you think you're unworthy of your boyfriend but that's not up to you to decide. It's his decision and he chooses to be with you because he cares for you, and he's likely not going anywhere. You're in a bad state rn and everything will be jumped to worst case scenario. This is your brain telling you lies.

 

[insulinoverdose9000]

Feeling the same way these days. Sometimes it helps to know you're not alone, mostly nothing helps anymore though.

 

[CandyCane]

There are fire victims that can find meaning in life. Have you ever seen one of those? It sounds like you might be a little dysmorphic. Plastic surgery is very hit or miss.