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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
I hate living in society and I hate people.
I wish I could just live in a hut in the middle of a forest with everything I need and a gun with ammo so that I could commit suicide whenever I want.
No study, no work, no stress.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
That's pretty much the only foreseeable way I could go on too with the means to end it all if I still need to. I can't be part of this society at all. I've already failed within this cruel systems rules. Not everyones bad though. This site represents a pretty broad range of people so when you say you hate people that includes us. We aren't a collective we just all happen to be suicidal but if we all start hating everyone and everything then we're the problem as much as anything else. It's not I don't want to be around people it's that I don't want them to be around me. I need to either escape the rat race or not exist at all
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Without a very loving family and upbringing, except in rare occurrences ,a person will be lost all there lives. Love is like currency you simply cannot give what you never received.

Society in itself is completely bankrupt, it's a bunch of anonymous Sims getting in your way, invading your privacy, buildings blocking you in like walls.

I can enjoy camping out for awhile but it's dependent on what you bring out there, the forest has little provision besides fish and deer. Even the water will give disentary if not high up on a mountain falls.
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
social anxiety is the worst!
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
634
I can relate 100%.

When I told my psychiatrist that I'd rather live in the woods, he legit looked at me like my nostril was turned inside out. lol.
 
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Shogun

Member
Oct 18, 2018
8
Yeah, I understand. My trouble is 99% of people I encounter are either nasty, horrible people or ignorant people who can't put themselves in other peoples shoes. When someone is telling me a problem, I naturally try to put myself in their shoes and try to help, it's so rare to find others who can do that. Injustice and misunderstandings really get to me. Society gets to me. Everybody thinks in the same robotic (NPC meme) ways. It's so boring and dull.

I would love to isolate myself with a gun (reset button) and just see how my life turns out that way. I think I would be a lot happier.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I like the products of civilization. I dislike society itself. I just can't stand so many necessary interactions...
 
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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
I have a Personality Disorder. Ive been hurt by people/society so many times that when I get hurt it causes me actual physical body pain...not just emotional/mental pain. I hate people in general...but I wish I had just one friend. Everyone just hurts me in the end.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I have a Personality Disorder. Ive been hurt by people/society so many times that when I get hurt it causes me actual physical body pain...not just emotional/mental pain. I hate people in general...but I wish I had just one friend. Everyone just hurts me in the end.

Yes. People let us down. Many times it's our own fault, though, by having high expectations in the first place. Navigating the social world is very stressful to me.
 
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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
Yes. People let us down. Many times it's our own fault, though, by having high expectations in the first place. Navigating the social world is very stressful to me.
Its not that they let me dlown. Its that they do purposefully hurtful things consistantly.
 
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Mljonzy

Student
Aug 21, 2018
145
Fuck people humans are cancer not all but most .
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
Sometimes I wanted to be the only person on earth.
I was going to die early, but it would be interesting.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Its not that they let me dlown. Its that they do purposefully hurtful things consistantly.

That sucks. I haven't been hurt often, but that's because I keep away from people as much as I can.
 
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Putridsoul

Putridsoul

Member
Aug 19, 2018
32
Same, and society and people hates us back, even if they want to pretend like they care about suicidal and depressed people.
They really want us to stop existing because we are a problem, a (costly) inconvenience that is not productive enough to justify it's existance. They secretly wish our death and they just do this weird prevention programs shit or try to talk to us just so they feel like they are better persons than they really are.

At least depressed people has self awareness.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I think a lot of people are truly good and caring individuals, but there are enough bad people out there that it ruins everything.
 
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Putridsoul

Putridsoul

Member
Aug 19, 2018
32
I think a lot of people are truly good and caring individuals, but there are enough bad people out there that it ruins everything.
I don't know, in my case the "good and caring people" were so because they wanted to fuck me. The others that "cared" was because it was their job (that they probably don't even like, they are there for the money) and the rest just don't care or secretly wish my death,.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Me too I am an extreme anarchist and I wish to live like humans did thousands of years ago as hunters and gathers in a free world and I mean a REAL FREE world not like this tyrannical world we are born into where we are forced to obey laws that isn´t freedom. As soon as you make 1 law that people are forced to obey freedom seize to exist.

Also back thousands of years ago we spend the whole day hunting and gathering food that was our 10 hour work day, technology was invented to make life easier for humans but has it really? No now we just work a mundane boring job for 8-10+ hours a day instead of spending it out in nature to hunt and gather food and resources.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Me too I am an extreme anarchist and I wish to live like humans did thousands of years ago as hunters and gathers in a free world and I mean a REAL FREE world not like this tyrannical world we are born into where we are forced to obey laws that isn´t freedom. As soon as you make 1 law that people are forced to obey freedom seize to exist.

Also back thousands of years ago we spend the whole day hunting and gathering food that was our 10 hour work day, technology was invented to make life easier for humans but has it really? No now we just work a mundane boring job for 8-10+ hours a day instead of spending it out in nature to hunt and gather food and resources.

Anthropologist Jared Diamon argues along these lines, and he maintains that hunter-gathered societies were happier, and agriculture was a big mistake: http://web.cs.ucdavis.edu/~rogaway/...TheWorstMistakeInTheHistoryOfTheHumanRace.pdf

But I don't think I'd like to live as hunter-gatherer, either. I like eating all my meals at restaurants :)
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I don't know, in my case the "good and caring people" were so because they wanted to fuck me. The others that "cared" was because it was their job (that they probably don't even like, they are there for the money) and the rest just don't care or secretly wish my death,.

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Goddamn! I agree though. I've been in similar situations.
 
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Putridsoul

Putridsoul

Member
Aug 19, 2018
32
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Goddamn! I agree though. I've been in similar situations.
I am too sick of life and society to be politically correct lmao
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I am too sick of life and society to be politically correct lmao
that was just so blunt of you. Lol

But you are completely right. I remember putting an ad online for a roommate and nearly every male that responded wanted to fuck me. Co-workers aswell have tried to fuck me.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
that was just so blunt of you. Lol

But you are completely right. I remember putting an ad online for a roommate and nearly every male that responded wanted to fuck me. Co-workers aswell have tried to fuck me.

You're male too, right? I never had a male anything try to fuck me. I guess I'm just unfuckable...
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
You're male too, right? I never had a male anything try to fuck me. I guess I'm just unfuckable...
yep I'm male.

Nobody cares about me unless I contribute something to them they can use.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
yep I'm male.

Nobody cares about me unless I contribute something to them they can use.

In this regard I understand you. 90% of my coworkers only come to me to ask for help with stuff. I've never been someone to go for friendship or anything.

But to be fair to them, I wouldn't befriend me either :p
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
I don't hate people just this society I feel like no one has individuality that most people are like lost sheep trying to find there Shepard
 
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bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
In this regard I understand you. 90% of my coworkers only come to me to ask for help with stuff. I've never been someone to go for friendship or anything.

But to be fair to them, I wouldn't befriend me either :p
I befriended everyone but don't like shit getting too close. I've only had 1 or 2 friends in my life who were decent and didn't try to use me.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Anthropologist Jared Diamon argues along these lines, and he maintains that hunter-gathered societies were happier, and agriculture was a big mistake: http://web.cs.ucdavis.edu/~rogaway/...TheWorstMistakeInTheHistoryOfTheHumanRace.pdf

But I don't think I'd like to live as hunter-gatherer, either. I like eating all my meals at restaurants :)
Good for you I have my throat problem so I can´t eat out at restaurants quite frankly I HATE when I see people eat out on restaurants I get so incredibly mad with jealousy because I am not able to live life like everyone else. Also I am poor as fuck so it´s just cheap bland food for me.

If I had a healthy body I would´ve loved to have been living in a hunter/gather time but I can´t eat normally so that would suck.
 
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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
Good for you I have my throat problem so I can´t eat out at restaurants quite frankly I HATE when I see people eat out on restaurants I get so incredibly mad with jealousy because I am not able to live life like everyone else. Also I am poor as fuck so it´s just cheap bland food for me.

If I had a healthy body I would´ve loved to have been living in a hunter/gather time but I can´t eat normally so that would suck.
What's wrong with your throat?
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
What's wrong with your throat?
I don´t know and the doctors don´t either but it takes me 4-5 times longer than anyone else to eat a meal, a Mc Donalds cheeseburger takes me 15-20 minutes to eat. I also am allergic to almost every food there is so that makes it harder to find edible food. I have also been operated in my throat 4 times but to no avail.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I hate living in society and I hate people.
I wish I could just live in a hut in the middle of a forest with everything I need and a gun with ammo so that I could commit suicide whenever I want.
No study, no work, no stress.
I hear ya. If I could be secluded and die upon will, I'd be one happy camper.
 
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