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Alan James
Arcanist
- Apr 11, 2019
- 408
Who else hates the human body? I mean not your particular body - any human body.
I read that SN can cause seizures - I am very afraid of seizures. Why is there NO ONE easy available, cheap and painless method in this shithole world? I mean, what is the feeling that only a small number of people out of 7 billion need it, that only we need it - all these people never get sick or do they like to suffer? What is wrong with all these people?
I hate all these disgusting body sensations, to the degree of depersonalization and madness, It feels like I just can't live in a body of meat and bones. The body is the source of all my problems: there is NO single problem not related to the body, I even learned somehow to endure schizophrenia, depersonalization, anxiety and endogenous depression without pills and treatment, but I cann't tolerate at all this disgusting physical sensations, it seems that my whole body hurts, and especially the head and spine, I'm not afraid of anything but pain and I want to endure, but I just can no longer it seems.
I read that SN can cause seizures - I am very afraid of seizures. Why is there NO ONE easy available, cheap and painless method in this shithole world? I mean, what is the feeling that only a small number of people out of 7 billion need it, that only we need it - all these people never get sick or do they like to suffer? What is wrong with all these people?
I hate all these disgusting body sensations, to the degree of depersonalization and madness, It feels like I just can't live in a body of meat and bones. The body is the source of all my problems: there is NO single problem not related to the body, I even learned somehow to endure schizophrenia, depersonalization, anxiety and endogenous depression without pills and treatment, but I cann't tolerate at all this disgusting physical sensations, it seems that my whole body hurts, and especially the head and spine, I'm not afraid of anything but pain and I want to endure, but I just can no longer it seems.
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