herbiecide
New Member
- Feb 27, 2026
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25 year old turbo-virgin recluse guy here. My life has essentially been an empty void since I was 5 years old. No true friends, defintely no girlfriends, no belonging whatsoever. Always sitting alone on the bus, never being invited anywhere because my parents couldn't drive me places, and this constant isolation has finally drained away the last of my happiness these past two or three years. It's gotten so bad that honestly, I'm not sure I even can integrate with normie society anymore.
It's turned me into a total misanthrope. People are so willing to warehouse people away that aren't useful enough to fit in their system. It happens with the poor (homeless shelters), it happens with the elderly (nursing homes), and it happens with the mentally 'deficient' (group homes or jail) and knowing that unless I pony up the courage to jump off a building, those places are going to be my fate as soon as my old ass parents kick the bucket...
I wish there was an escape, that I could be whisked away to some magic world where people weren't shallow and you don't have to have perfect social skills and a good face to even have a proper chance in life. But there is no escape. There are no guardian angels. Instead it's just me plugging my ears until the inevitable.
It's turned me into a total misanthrope. People are so willing to warehouse people away that aren't useful enough to fit in their system. It happens with the poor (homeless shelters), it happens with the elderly (nursing homes), and it happens with the mentally 'deficient' (group homes or jail) and knowing that unless I pony up the courage to jump off a building, those places are going to be my fate as soon as my old ass parents kick the bucket...
I wish there was an escape, that I could be whisked away to some magic world where people weren't shallow and you don't have to have perfect social skills and a good face to even have a proper chance in life. But there is no escape. There are no guardian angels. Instead it's just me plugging my ears until the inevitable.
