Constantly wanting to be out whilst having to live because you literally can't CTB is torture, I can't stand it I have no goals or motivation for anything because all I want is death yet I still have to force myself to live
heavyeyes
✿
- Oct 9, 2022
- 1,675
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 36,852
I understand feeling so trapped in this existence, I get that it's really dreadful suffering when you just wish to be gone, I wish that suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.
TapeMachine
perpetually confused
- Jan 12, 2023
- 400
I understand how you feel regarding this topic. I'm in a similar predicament: zero aspirations, fleeting motivation (but only for menial daily tasks, if anything), and a host of derelict relationships that I see no point in mending (since, ya know, I'm planning to die at some point in the near future anyway.)
But the longer I feel guilted into living for the sake of my parents, the more reprehensible I feel for everything else.
But the longer I feel guilted into living for the sake of my parents, the more reprehensible I feel for everything else.
