lostangel
Enlightened
- Mar 22, 2019
- 1,051
Every time I try to do full suspension, I always chicken out every time. I've tried multiple times and i hate how I will never do it. I am so miserable and depressed all the goddam time but not enough to where I will do it. I rarely get the chance I am home alone so I can't practice often.
I don't think I will ever do it. I've been on this site for years and still stuck in this kumite with my emotions. This is very frustrating.
I don't think I will ever do it. I've been on this site for years and still stuck in this kumite with my emotions. This is very frustrating.