throughtheglass
oof
- Nov 28, 2020
- 33
I was emotionally abused by people in my school, parents, everyone made my life a fucking hell when I was younger. My ex dumped me during my worst state and blocked me (while he came back to his ex and loves her even she was toxic to him). He is the reason why I want to end it all. I hate my life. I flucked out of college we both attented because the anxiety was unbearable, now I will probably do the same with my new bullshit degree. I wanted to study architecture but I won't because I can't draw and my parents were against it. I was always an outcast and everyone disliked me.
And you know what? No matter what I do, I'm always considered an awful person. I've dealt with trauma all my life and even fucking counselors don't care about me. Nobody cares. My days are numbered at this point because I will be always dumb, ugly and toxic person for everyone. I hate myself and everyone hates me too, so what's the point of living?
And you know what? No matter what I do, I'm always considered an awful person. I've dealt with trauma all my life and even fucking counselors don't care about me. Nobody cares. My days are numbered at this point because I will be always dumb, ugly and toxic person for everyone. I hate myself and everyone hates me too, so what's the point of living?