I hate hating how I look

[anyoneshorizon]

I'm tired of being ashamed of how i look. I feel even more shame for that being my main reason for wanting to ctb.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I understand hating your appearance very well and hate how I hate it too. But it's understandable given how much of a premium our society places on physical appearance and it's very painful to have to occupy a body you despise.

 

[deletednumber]

I'm tired of being ashamed of how i look. I feel even more shame for that being my main reason for wanting to ctb.

I feel you so much,i hate myself very very deeply and i hate everything about me,especially how i look....i fight with this problem since i was kid and still today for this reason i wasn't able to enjoy myself and my life.
After all these years i feel there is nothing i can do about it...i can only eliminate myself ctbing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's understandable how that can make people suicidal. I know that it can be dreadful being trapped in a life that is constant misery. I hope that you find relief from your suffering, best wishes.

 

[Idontmatter]

I can relate. I avoid mirrors as much as possible because I hate having to look at myself

 

[sewercide]

I also hate this puny weak flesh prison. Just fucking wanna rip it apart. To shreads I say.

 

[Tiberius85]

As cliche it may sound but honestly "looks" are neither important nor anything you should worry about. "Good looks" is a completely arbitrary measure. What one person think is good-looking is another ones ugly. It's also purely an external thing, for that matter. Love yourself the way you are. Be a good, kind person with a good character. That is true beauty. :)