Venting I HATE 'GODS PLAN'

[annasplight]

Sorry for the fucking rant, but I hate everyone who says that 'its all in God's timing! it's all gods plan!'
was it his fucking PLAN for my life to be this shitty?! for me to be his 'toughest soldier'? I didn't ask for this! I didn't ask for people to cast me aside, for my own family to openly talk about how much they dislike me...

I'm trying so hard, but this world is so cruel and uncaring. I hate that I care so much about everything and everyone. Why do I do this to myself? Why couldn't 'gods plan' make my life at least tolerable? why does it have to be this miserable? if there were a god, would he let me suffer this much? am I not one of his children?

does God hate me?

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i feel like a lot of Christians are really inconsistent about a lot of parts of Christianity. everything is part of God's plan but at the same time God doesn't intervene because we choose to have free will and leave the garden of Eden, which is it? he can't be an omniscient being controlling and planning everything and just some spectator going afk. it's one of the other, not both.

 

[ellisdisappeared]

I agree so so much. I also dread when Christians say "God will never push you past your limits" or something along the lines of that. I just think it's so insensitive and only creates more damage.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

You sound like a believer, so I don't want to offend you. But, my personal feelings...

If there IS a "god", Fuck Him!!! Seriously. Fuck him. He's not loving nor holy, nor deserving of my worship. If it has to be so, I'll gladly sleep on the pilot light of hell if it means I'll never see this psychopathic, genocidal, sadistic asshole.

Sorry. But, fuck him.

 

[certified_idiot]

I hate it when religious people think that just because they find comfort in religion, that means everyone does. It's so annoying!!! I don't like the idea of some sky daddy watching me, I don't like the idea that he has my entire life planned out for me, and I don't find hope from wishful thinking. If god does have a plan for me, it's for me to become a fucking statistic in the DSM-6.

If god does exist, he is probably thoroughly entertained by our suffering. It would make sense for us to be made in his image, because humans are horrible.

 

[annasplight]

You sound like a believer, so I don't want to offend you. But, my personal feelings...

If there IS a "god", Fuck Him!!! Seriously. Fuck him. He's not loving nor holy, nor deserving of my worship. If it has to be so, I'll gladly sleep on the pilot light of hell if it means I'll never see this psychopathic, genocidal, sadistic asshole.

Sorry. But, fuck him.

I honestly don't even know if I can consider myself to be religious at this point. I find it hard to believe in a God who would let his 'children' suffer like this. It's just so ass how everyone credits everything to a made up being.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I wonder if Jesus accepted that while being nailed to the cross. I just can't really square a kind, compassionate, well meaning fatherly God with a being that had that 'planned' for 'his' son.

I'm amazed people even put their trust in a being that not only allowed that to happen (supposedly) but, that also designed the world the way it is. Where sentient beings have to eat each other- sometimes alive in order to survive. Fearing such a being seems more reasonable but, trusting them to have our best interests at heart? I just can't see it.

Why couldn't Jesus have died a natural, peaceful death and reincarnated in front of 'his' followers for example? What's this obsession with suffering?

I really want to say to religious people- take a look at the life cycle of the jewel wasp. Even our most sadistic horror writers would struggle to come up with something as horrific as that! That is what your/ our God planned. How can that intrinsic behaviour be morally justified? (The jewel wasp stuns an insect, lays an egg on it, seals it in a burrow and its larvae eats the poor thing alive.)

 

[Shadows From Hell]

If this so called god is real, why did he let his son be nailed to the cross instead of trying to save him, or him taking his place? Not a very loving father imo. The line of bullshit that jesus died for your sins, makes me laugh even more.

If this character knows what sin you're going to do tomorrow, why does he not stop you? Don't give me the "god gave man freewill" shit either.

"god created you in his image"..... Thanks dumbass, you made the choice for me to have a miserable, fucked up life, then have the balls to say suicide is one the ultimate sins.

If god exists, he can lick the sweat off my dogs nutsack.