Venting i hate everything vent

[apeaceofmind]

its 130am im on another bender of alcohol mushrooms weed and nicotine and im losing my mind every minute of the day. i am a zombie and i want to kill myself and everything that exists. im not even crying for help anymore because i know its all going to end soon. i am so fucked up. i just want to talk to someone before it all goes away because it distracts me from thinking and i hate thinking i wish my brain was mush so i couldnt think

 

[kunikuzushi]

I'm here to talk if you want to dm me. I relate and also wish I didn't have to think

 

[apeaceofmind]

I'm here to talk if you want to dm me. I relate and also wish I didn't have to think

thanks, im pretyy not sober right now though.