Venting I hate being me

[greatgooglymoogly]

I feel like a total shell now, I'm on DXM rn and this is the best I feel because I like almost don't remember who I am and the idea of having to go back sucks so hard

 

[pneumonoultramicros]

i feel the same way. recently ive just been getting more and more reckless with taking pills weed and otc just to give me any sort of feeling like im not real. being fully conscious makes me feel so trapped and scared

 

[AshClouds]

I hate myself too because my brain is all fucked up, and I can't do anything the fix that.
I hope you get better.