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yaa

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Dec 7, 2024
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Just found this community, it's nice to know I'm not alone. No one ever talks about how they feel in reality nor the darker aspects of it. I hate it here, it's a realm full of suffering. I'm an efilist, I honestly wish the whole planet would go extinct so nothing with a nervous system could suffer again.. born without our consent into an unpredictable world thats indifferent to suffering.. I hate being in the human body it limits me.. keeps me a slave to this shitty system humans never tear down.. it just oppresses them. Horror happens to innocence all over the world. What could anyone had ever done to deserve to come to a place like this.. to be guilt tripped and made to feel crazy for not liking a dangerous unfair world.. I just want out.. and I wish I knew what was after..
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I also hate it, more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never forced to suffer in this horrific world where there is all this terrible cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. Existence truly is an abomination to me, I'd never wish for any of this and I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, I'll always see it as something so terrible to be conscious enslaved in this existence without the option to painlessly die in peace and never suffer ever again.
 
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yaa

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Dec 7, 2024
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I understand, I also hate it, more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never forced to suffer in this horrific world where there is all this terrible cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. Existence truly is an abomination to me, I'd never wish for any of this and I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, I'll always see it as something so terrible to be conscious enslaved in this existence without the option to painlessly die in peace and never suffer ever again.
🫂❤️ I wish I could take us away somewhere better, peaceful where we cant be harmed. Tis better never have been.. this place is most definitely an abomination, it's absurd and I drive myself crazy realizing what's happening everyday to beings.. I'm so heartbroken for this place.. so many delusional unaware uncaring people . I really wanna know how a place this could come to be.. where's the hero to save us all . They gave us something to have hope in creating super heros when there isn't one in reality. I wish I could hold you, u didn't deserve any of this nor did other beings
 
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Ligottian

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Dec 19, 2021
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The Wisdom of Silenius...Google it.
 
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yaa

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Dec 7, 2024
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The Wisdom of Silenius...Google it.
Thank you❤️ I hadn't heard of this before I've heard of Arthur Schopenhauer etc I agree, it's better to die then to live.. to live another day in an unpredictable unfair insensitive world is a horrid fate
 

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