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I had hope
Thread starterthecolourgold
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Things were getting better, things looked up, I thought it was going to work out but no. Just like always I'm fucked again. I need to succeed in my attempts. I can't keep torturing myself day after day just to wake the next morning. I need to end this. I really thought my life was going to get better but it's not.
I certainly believe that any hope in this cruel, nightmarish world is just a delusion to inevitably lead to more suffering once one has no choice but to confront the harsh reality of existing here. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, existing in this world truly is something so hopeless and to me it's really understandable wishing to be free from the torture that existing brings.
It's not going to get better. I'm going to be homeless soon and if that happens, my cats will die. If I kill myself my friends will take care of them. It's my responsibility to die at this point. I am nothing but a burden on my loved ones, myself and this world. I've been attempting for weeks with no luck yet. Hoping for the best.
It's not going to get better. I'm going to be homeless soon and if that happens, my cats will die. If I kill myself my friends will take care of them. It's my responsibility to die at this point. I am nothing but a burden on my loved ones, myself and this world. I've been attempting for weeks with no luck yet. Hoping for the best.
I'm so sorry you're in this position. I was in the same boat for the longest time, tried recovery a few times too. It really is devastating to have a chance at something decent for once, only to have it ripped away from you. I hope you find peace.
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