Story I had a weird dream

[CapitánBeto]

Yesterday night a friend slept over at my apartment, we are kind of dating, I guess.

I had this weird dream where I was in bed with him, at my parent's house.
I went downstairs, my parents, aunt and cousin were there.
It was all messy and I had no idea what was going on.
"Your sister-in-law is giving birth"
I felt useless.
"All you have to do is come tomorrow at 9 AM to the hospital".
I went back upstairs with my friend.
My cousin came over and handed me some tomatoes (?), she's a nutritionist.
I appreciated the gesture.
Then my father came over and look at us and heartily told us: "Hey, don't forget to get tested for any STDs"
I felt exposed and immediately became angry at my father.

He was very casual and cheerful about it, yet it made me feel that way.
I wonder if it has to do with me not being comfortable enough with me being gay or bisexual, whatever.

 

[CapitánBeto]

Today, I was able to take a 2 hour nap, without (ab)using any benzos.

I had a dream, within a dream, within a dream.
3-level deep Inception.

The deepest dream, was an erotic dream with a high school friend.
I'll actually describe two different dreams bc I don't remember which one it was (maybe it was both):

This friend added me on Instagram* and then we kinda started dating.
We were at the pool or sth.
Sexual tension, whatever.

In the second dream, I was with my high school crush trying to get a room at a hostel with a private bathroom.
I insisted on this bc I like my privacy, and also we wanted to fool around.
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Anyway, then I "woke up" in my old bed, at my old bedroom at my parents house.
I wanted to masturbate but I couldn't because my parents and the housekeeper were asking for me bc dinner was ready.
I felt frustrated.

Then I "woke up", again, at my apartment.
Not my actual apartment but it felt like it was mine, it happened to be very similar to one I had considered before settling on the one I got now.
Anyhow, someone was there, a burglar.
He got scared and I told them "It's alright, I'll let you out".
I was scared too and just wanted to safely de-escalate the situation.
When I got closer, I saw it was someone I know from my gym (?).
He happens to be gay, in case it matters.
Whatever. I got out of my apartment and tried closing the door but I got jumped on by two burglars.
I didn't want to let them in.
I had two guns to my head.
Suddenly, I remember "I'm depressive, I don't care if they kill me".
Yet, I was scared (not scared of dying but of them breaking in, if it makes sense).
Meanwhile, the actual janitor from my apartment complex was there, doing nothing.
And the most interesting thing happened...
An african woman appeared, tall and thin, stylish.
I asked for help and she replied "Do men get treated this way usually?".
"No!"
"So it seems..." she said, nonchalantly, as she entered her apartment.
"Fucking feminist motherfucker" I thought.

Anyhow... I finally (actually) woke up, feeling afraid someone might break in.
It felt like it was late at night, but it was actually 2 PM in the afternoon.
I had managed to take a revitalizing nap.

[*] It turns out he added me IRL, I just checked. So that wasn't part of the dream. I knew that part felt too real to be a dream.
But we haven't spoken or anything, I guess the dream is me just projecting my own wish of dating this guy.