I guess this is it!

[Goldie]

How is it disheartening, @Putridsoul? I suppose the N knocked him out pretty quickly.

I think it is just a case of a translate-issue.

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you a painless exit and may you find all the peace you richly deserve.

 

[TAW122]

Hope you have a safe journey in the afterlife (depending on your beliefs).

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

I hope that your end will be a tranquil and peaceful one. It is my hope that you will go gentle into that good night. And I hope that all of us will see each other on the other side.

 

[NewDelhiGuy]

Rest in peace!

 

[Retched]

Oh wow! Loved talking to you. Hope you found your peace.

 

[Weeping Garbage Can]

All the peace to you!

 

[Hiraeth]

Hope you've found peace.

 

[IwasElla]

Can't believe it's true ((((((
@Lovemykids , I admire your singleness of purpose on the way to CTB. You gave us a good example of perseverance and resoluteness in obtaining N. Thank you for sharing you path with us and for doing so much for our community.
Love and peace. My heart goes out to you!

 

[Made4TV]

I'm glad you're no longer in pain.

 

[tammyot]

Wishing Love and peace to you.

 

[Goldie]

Can't believe it's true ((((((
@Lovemykids , I admire your singleness of purpose on the way to CTB. You gave us a good example of perseverance and resoluteness in obtaining N. Thank you for sharing you path with us and for doing so much for our community.
Love and peace. My heart goes out to you!

Yes I couldnt agree more

 

[End.of.the.line]

I hope you found the peace you was looking for. See you on the other side.

 

[ForestLove]

Gentle and peaceful journey ahead.

 

[worldexploder]

It was very humbling to see and talk to you. I knew you were in agony. May you be forever at rest. At peace. Mo more suffering.

 

[Samuel]

Wishing you peace and love.

 

[airixv]

Rest easy, friend ♥

 

[longingforrelease]

be at peace

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Never thought I would be writing one and tonight I'm catching the bus with N

I think it's good that some events just make me snapped

I wrote this before I'm taking the N unsure how long it takes to pass out

Seconds after I post this message I'm going to take my N

I have 150 ml without any mix in 1 glass
100 ml mixed with 50 ml maple syrup
2 glass of whiskey
1 dark chocolate bar

I've checked in a nice hotel suite

Have my laptop setup with YouTube streaming with private link only

Laptop is connected to VPN with new google account for the YouTube so yes its not traceable and set to private streaming with shareable link

The YouTube link is only for some family I sent by WhatsApp

I removed my sim from my cellphone
Factory reset and no google account connected

Leaving with 10% battery and settings to factory reset upon 2 wrong pin on my phone

Removed fingerprint authentication

Removed google history activity on my google account

I checked in hotel using cash, avoided credit card so no one can track me incase there's APB put up for me

I parked my car 30km away

I scheduled email for after 7 hours to be sent using boomerang

Letters to police on desk

Letters to coroner office on desk

I will try post message "I'm here until I knocked off every 2 min"

I swear I pray this better not be painful

I want to thank and hug u all that I spoke to and not spoken to

Wish u all find peace
I love my children so much
I feel like crying out loud but I'm just calm and tears flows...never felt so much lonely as this before
It's a beautiful day
Life is beautiful
Peace

Beautiful! I hope you made it ok!

 

[Schopenhauer]

Rest In Peace, Lovemykids. You deserve it! And I'll join you soon.

 

[Anon1337]

RIP

 

[TiredHorse]

Farwell, Lovemykids. I'll miss you and your thoughtfulness. I hope your journey was gentle and that you're now at peace.

 

[Help_Me]

I wish you eternal peace. You won't be forgotten here !

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

Rest easy mate, hope that bus trip was a smooth journey.

 

[BurningLights]

Sleep peacefully, may your soul find the peace your body could not.

 

[wanttodie]

Rest easy

 

[am0]

This was a very surreal thing to read.

RIP

 

[scales]

Never thought I would be writing one and tonight I'm catching the bus with N

I think it's good that some events just make me snapped

I wrote this before I'm taking the N unsure how long it takes to pass out

Seconds after I post this message I'm going to take my N

I have 150 ml without any mix in 1 glass
100 ml mixed with 50 ml maple syrup
2 glass of whiskey
1 dark chocolate bar

I've checked in a nice hotel suite

Have my laptop setup with YouTube streaming with private link only

Laptop is connected to VPN with new google account for the YouTube so yes its not traceable and set to private streaming with shareable link

The YouTube link is only for some family I sent by WhatsApp

I removed my sim from my cellphone
Factory reset and no google account connected

Leaving with 10% battery and settings to factory reset upon 2 wrong pin on my phone

Removed fingerprint authentication

Removed google history activity on my google account

I checked in hotel using cash, avoided credit card so no one can track me incase there's APB put up for me

I parked my car 30km away

I scheduled email for after 7 hours to be sent using boomerang

Letters to police on desk

Letters to coroner office on desk

I will try post message "I'm here until I knocked off every 2 min"

I swear I pray this better not be painful

I want to thank and hug u all that I spoke to and not spoken to

Wish u all find peace
I love my children so much
I feel like crying out loud but I'm just calm and tears flows...never felt so much lonely as this before
It's a beautiful day
Life is beautiful
Peace

I hope you find the peace you are looking for, I really enjoyed talking to you.

-edited out a question that was not good to ask, I apologize OP, my main focus is that you find solace-

 

[Chinaski]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for, I really enjoyed talking to you.

Question: how did you avoid giving an ID for your hotel? I thought by law all hotels in the US required them?

I suspect you'll be waiting a while for an answer tbh.

This thread was quite unsettling to read. I hope he's okay and at peace.

 

[am0]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for, I really enjoyed talking to you.

Question: how did you avoid giving an ID for your hotel? I thought by law all hotels in the US required them?

You do realise he just ctb'ed?