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Neogoloid

Neogoloid

Crush me until there’s nothing left
Oct 28, 2023
200
I've been doing some hang man training ( partial ) for a minute now. I don't always get this feeling when I do it though. Most of the time I either get this heavy feeling in my head, or I just choke and nothing happens, or both happen.

But sometimes I'll get this sleepy tired feeling, like I'm gonna fall asleep. And my vision will start fading. I end up stopping and getting happy about it and stopping to celebrate and then think to myself "now I'll be able to end it any day I want and any time".

I haven't fully got it down pact though because it sometimes takes me a while to get that sleepy feeling. I'm assuming that feeling is me losing consciousness right? Please give me good news because I'll be one step closer to the void.
 
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_RustyLeaf321

_RustyLeaf321

Member
Nov 28, 2023
40
I think you're on the right track,you can check the "Night-night method" thread wich i'm trying,for now i can only feel this high blood pressure in my head but i'm looling for this effect of falling asleep as you described,anyway good luck for whatever follows
 

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