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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
I attempted yesterday but couldn't chug the SN down.
I got closer than with my first attempt, I was calm and didn't freeze but again failed due to SI. 🤦🏼‍♀️😔
 
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uncat_

uncat_

aspiring corpse
Nov 3, 2023
145
maybe youre not ready then? its okay to wait a little longer..
 
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RejectedKarma

RejectedKarma

What was I made for
Jul 27, 2023
658
This is not an easy process, the journeys are individual and this is yours. Reflections are always helpful and time can help in finding answers.
Take care
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
The physical act of suicide is easy, getting and becoming ready is literally the last resort and the hardest thing a human can do.

Be gentle on yourself, it will take time and patience to be truly ready to CTB.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,317
I'm sorry you failed. It's not that bad bc it's not an easy task. We're here for u! :heart:🫂

Don't be too hard to yourself!!
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Thanks guys. My situation is complicated and I have ups and downs all the time. I guess that in the back of my mind I felt like I have other options to try still, before making the final decision
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
SI is a bitch. Sleep on it, you've got all your life to make such a decision.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
Maybe your time just hasn't come yet
 

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