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thatisitguy

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I spent almost $2000 on them too lol

They're the fake Oxys that are laced with fentanyl. I cannot tell you how relived I am. I was going to do SN but TBH, I don't think I could handle it. I need to be one and done. Had I scored these pills over the weekend, then I would had CTB. The only thing holding me back is work. I need to have a period solace and quiet with no interruptions. My job bothers me nonstop during the week lol.

Anyways, I hope this is the end of my long tortuous journey. I've been wanting to die since I was 13. I hope it will be a nice high and then sleep.
 
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failure383

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Jul 2, 2024
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If I were you, I'd get those pills purity-tested. There is plenty online and offline businesses, that check your drugs for you. Better safe than sorry.
 
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Definitely test them.
 
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I thought fentanyl was almost cheap as dirt?????¿
 
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How do you know they are laced? And will you just eat them or crush them, mix them and inject IV?
 
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AmericanMary

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I thought fentanyl was almost cheap as dirt?????¿
I am also confused hahah.
I feel like you wayyyyy overpaid. I only know street drugs, but anything dirty or pressed with fenty is alwayssss cheaper than prescribed shit where I live.

But also people take advantage of you if you're not deep into it. I use to pay $10 a pop for dirty bars when I started using them. :/
 
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locked*n*loaded

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$2000 ÷ 30 = almost $67 per pill !!!

Seems crazy.

I am also confused hahah.
I feel like you wayyyyy overpaid. I only know street drugs, but anything dirty or pressed with fenty is alwayssss cheaper than prescribed shit where I live.

But also people take advantage of you if you're not deep into it. I use to pay $10 a pop for dirty bars when I started using them. :/
 
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thatisitguy

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Jul 11, 2024
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If I were you, I'd get those pills purity-tested. There is plenty online and offline businesses, that check your drugs for you. Better safe than sorry.
I tested them and they are fentanyl. Not sure where to get a purity test. My dealer texted me this morning to see if I was alive.
I thought fentanyl was almost cheap as dirt?????¿
Yeah, I know I might had gotten ripped off but I'd pay $1700 to drop dead as oppose to going through what I went through with SN.
 
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Jul 14, 2024
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I tested them and they are fentanyl. Not sure where to get a purity test. My dealer texted me this morning to see if I was alive.

Yeah, I know I might had gotten ripped off but I'd pay $1700 to drop dead as oppose to going through what I went through with SN.
Im looking at SN as an alternative to Pentoarbital. Can I ask what happened?
 
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Wish2Exit

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Jul 15, 2024
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I tested them and they are fentanyl. Not sure where to get a purity test. My dealer texted me this morning to see if I was alive.

Yeah, I know I might had gotten ripped off but I'd pay $1700 to drop dead as oppose to going through what I went through with SN.
Excuse my ignorance, but can you specify what "SN" stands for? I am assuming it is sodium nitrite but wanted to make sure. I am considering potassium nitrite and want to be sure I know what I am doing and am informed. Thanks.
 
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thatisitguy

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Jul 11, 2024
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Im looking at SN as an alternative to Pentoarbital. Can I ask what happened?
The best way to describe my experience with SN was like having a bout of food poisoning. I did not take any of the extra medications though. It was more of a dry run.
They are M 30s.
Excuse my ignorance, but can you specify what "SN" stands for? I am assuming it is sodium nitrite but wanted to make sure. I am considering potassium nitrite and want to be sure I know what I am doing and am informed. Thanks.
SN = sodium nitrite
How do you know they are laced? And will you just eat them or crush them, mix them and inject IV?
I know they are laced with fentanyl because I tested them. Plus I asked my dealer for fentanyl. I'll pop them.
 
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lucky lucky lucky. 🥲

good luck to you my bus mate i hope you have a wonderful rest
 

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