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here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
190
just because im neurodivergent i get treated like trash, im done talking, im going silent. I get lied too, i get taken advantage of. Im just going to look for a way to kill myself then i will kill myself.
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
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hugs. really sorry people treat you unfairly. you deserve better
 
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randomuser97

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im sorry about this. I struggle with chronic dissocitation so I know what you mean. People are trash
 
serenitydream

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just because im neurodivergent i get treated like trash, im done talking, im going silent. I get lied too, i get taken advantage of. Im just going to look for a way to kill myself then i will kill myself.
I understand, I love you. I'm unable to speak and communicating by typing is hard, but I find out almost constantly in my life over and over that it's always better for everyone if I don't even try. I feel close to no longer trying to communicate with people altogether but I don't know why I feel so driven by a yearning for connection or by emotions and keep trying so hard without reciprocity.
 
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here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
190
I understand, I love you. I'm unable to speak and communicating by typing is hard, but I find out almost constantly in my life over and over that it's always better for everyone if I don't even try. I feel close to no longer trying to communicate with people altogether but I don't know why I feel so driven by a yearning for connection or by emotions and keep trying so hard without reciprocity.
Love you too ❤️
 
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