cowboypants
From milkyway
- May 7, 2024
- 383
Like internally I feel so restless and depressed and I feel like I can live on a little longer when the date approaches. I keep procastinating it. Ironically it's not the only thing I procastinate. But I don't really understand it.
And I'm still at cross roads if I can do it at home (I'm living with my family) or do it outside and save their trauma a little bit at the least.
But doing it a hotel has many hurdles for me and i don't want to fail. I don't know why I cant stick to a date. Ugh
And I'm still at cross roads if I can do it at home (I'm living with my family) or do it outside and save their trauma a little bit at the least.
But doing it a hotel has many hurdles for me and i don't want to fail. I don't know why I cant stick to a date. Ugh
