I gave up on my dreams and life aspirations.

[Waiting for death]

Have you ever felt like not having courage to face life? I have faced a few hurdles on my way to "success" I failed and now I'm giving up like a weak coward, like my family tagged me as a weak coward. I have a weak mind I'm always having shitty thoughts. I don't what's wrong with me.

 

[Zegers]

My life will not be as i would like it to be so it loses any meaning.

 

[kyuuketsuki]

i feel this a lot. i dropped out of high school and have been a NEET for nearly 4 years now. i have things i want to do, but i feel stuck in place because i feel destined for failure. i'm starting to try doing what i enjoy at least, but i still get quite discouraged. still, i'll never get better if i don't try, and it's good for me to have something to practice rather than stewing in self-loathing all day. although it often ends in that anyway, since i'm not as good at it as i'd like to be and i am a perfectionist. i think it's important to keep trying to take little steps towards your dreams, no matter how hopeless they might feel.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I have crippling OCD, ADHD and austism that I suspect fuels my bipolarity and depression. Any normal person with my skills and intellect would be wildly sucessful. Everything I do has to be perfectly all or nothing, and that obviously is time-consuming and exhausting. I'm tired of the procrastination this causes and simply find it more appealing to end myself than keep trudging through mud.

 

[Hevn]

Mkl97
My situation is different.
I was very often haunted by failures in business. And I haven't met any good people at all (in russia, ukraine).
I betrayed myself, my vows, my principles. I've wasted all my chances at life. Therefore, I have no new chances. I'm feeling it. I hate myself and cannot forgive, for all the chances I missed.

 

[Freyja13]

#1 Fuck your family for treating you that way
#2 I get that. I've just kinda been laying in bed sleeping my days away lately.

 

[Zegers]

i feel this a lot. i dropped out of high school and have been a NEET for nearly 4 years now. i have things i want to do, but i feel stuck in place because i feel destined for failure. i'm starting to try doing what i enjoy at least, but i still get quite discouraged. still, i'll never get better if i don't try, and it's good for me to have something to practice rather than stewing in self-loathing all day. although it often ends in that anyway, since i'm not as good at it as i'd like to be and i am a perfectionist. i think it's important to keep trying to take little steps towards your dreams, no matter how hopeless they might feel.

Not saying it will be the same for you, but imo when you are isolated at home for years without social connections, your life is over

 

[kyuuketsuki]

Not saying it will be the same for you, but imo when you are isolated at home for years without social connections, your life is over

well i disagree and feel like this is easily disproven. lots of people have gone through this sort of thing and made a full recovery. not sure why you felt the need to try to make me feel bad.

 

[Zegers]

well i disagree and feel like this is easily disproven. lots of people have gone through this sort of thing and made a full recovery. not sure why you felt the need to try to make me feel bad.

I didn't mean to, i just said it's my opinion. I wish you all the best.