I fucking hate my father. That motherfucker beat my mom and me when I was small. My gf left me. We quarreled and I made a mistake by verbally abusing her. That's why she left me. I'm alone. I have failed suicide attempts like a million times. I am in hell and it feels like I am burning here.
Hey, shout out to all the piece of shit "father's" out there - I got one too. Alcoholic abusive piece of shit. I'm gonna try hanging tonight I think.
Eternal🌈Rainbow
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- Apr 2, 2022
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I'm trying not to hate mine, since I know he got it rough in his childhood also and that's why he is the way he is. But still, he fvcked me up psychologically so bad, since birth. And my Mum. He physically and emotionally abused us both. Now my Mum is gone from this world. And he's got a new girlfriend. I'm really trying not to hate him now. But sometimes I can't help it. He's the main reason I am the way I am, and have such tremendous psychological problems. Problems that will make me leave this world, eventually. Thank you, father.
I'm sorry for all of you with bad & sad childhoods, and bad parents/fathers. Every child deserves to live and grow up safe, happy and loved.
I'm sorry for all of you with bad & sad childhoods, and bad parents/fathers. Every child deserves to live and grow up safe, happy and loved.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds like such a horrible situation to be in. Some people really are so cruel and it is terrible how they treat others. I know that this life can be unbearable when you suffer so much and I can imagine that it must have been awful to go through those failed attempts. This life really is hell. The fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting, I fear ending up in a worse condition.
