Story I fucked it

[Toenditall]

i fucked up big time I was chatting to a mate and told them I was going to ctb but she then told my family and they all know now I don't know what to do i know I need to hide all my stuff so they don't take it it's taken to long to get everything together might have to hide it all at work

 

[TiredHorse]

Hide your kit.

Play down the severity of what you told your mate: "I was just in a dark place; a sick fantasy I was running in my head; it was histrionics; no, I don't actually intend to kill myself."

Let some time pass, while everyone catches their breath and realizes you're not dead.

Those who are not suicidal are deliberately self-deceptive: they don't want to believe anyone will really kill themselves, because it challenges their own fundamental love of life. If you give them time to catch their breath, they often settle down fairly quickly.

 

[Toenditall]

Hide your kit.

Play down the severity of what you told your mate: "I was just in a dark place; a sick fantasy I was running in my head; it was histrionics; no, I don't actually intend to kill myself."

Let some time pass, while everyone catches their breath and realizes you're not dead.

Those who are not suicidal are deliberately self-deceptive: they don't want to believe anyone will really kill themselves, because it challenges their own fundamental love of life. If you give them time to catch their breath, they often settle down fairly quickly.

Thank you going to hide my gear at work there's loads of little spots for it all that no one will look in will have to set my date back again was ment to be today aswell hopefully it will all blow over in a couple of weeks then I can finally have my peace

 

[Mixk009]

That's not a friend. She disrespected you and betrayed your trust. I'd get rid of her.

But maybe you can say you had too many beers?

 

[JazzyWolfWhistle]

She is a friend because she wants you to live. She doesn't see suicide in the same way you do. You know now you can't talk about suicide with her so don't.

 

[Toenditall]

That's not a friend. She disrespected you and betrayed your trust. I'd get rid of her.

But maybe you can say you had too many beers?

havnt been sober in 3 months so yeh way to many beers i so stupid managed to keep everythin a secret for so long im cutting everyone of as of today im not risking this happening again

 

[Final Escape]

i fucked up big time I was chatting to a mate and told them I was going to ctb but she then told my family and they all know now I don't know what to do i know I need to hide all my stuff so they don't take it it's taken to long to get everything together might have to hide it all at work

Relax and hide your things quick if u can.

 

[311]

Hide your kit.

Play down the severity of what you told your mate: "I was just in a dark place; a sick fantasy I was running in my head; it was histrionics; no, I don't actually intend to kill myself."

Let some time pass, while everyone catches their breath and realizes you're not dead.

Those who are not suicidal are deliberately self-deceptive: they don't want to believe anyone will really kill themselves, because it challenges their own fundamental love of life. If you give them time to catch their breath, they often settle down fairly quickly.

Do this

 

[Empty Smile]

I did the same thing several months ago, I was ready, and drunkenly texted someone. Not long after my door was getting banged on and kicked in, so pretty much that was my own fuck up.

Now I'm planning on staying sober on my day until I reach my spot and destroy my phone. Then the drinking begins.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Best thread title ever.

 

[Toenditall]

just want to say i love you guys, you have helped me more than my so called freinds ever have

 

[ReadyasEver]

It will be OK my friend, already good advice has been given by many here. I would try to sober up and clear your thinking, it will help you organize and prepare better.

 

[Toenditall]

It will be OK my friend, already good advice has been given by many here. I would try to sober up and clear your thinking, it will help you organize and prepare better.

thank you but i am already organised got everything ready just trying to plan one last epic night out (its kind of my thing) the way i want to be remembered and maybe one last tattoo (probably something stupid as thats what im known for) then its ctb time

 

[ReadyasEver]

I misunderstood, I hope you find the peace you deserve.