Dome42315
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- May 1, 2024
- 31
I think I'm replying to an old comment, but I think OP is from the southern hemisphere (Australia).
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leloyon
I'll see you in the Wired.
- Feb 4, 2023
- 1,734
meh, ive seen worse.
the one that comes to mind whenever i think of noteworthy sansu posts was this one guy who talked about how depressed and suicidal he was but that he had recently gotten better, and the reason he got better was because he was independent and could pursue what he wanted in life... before posting a pic of a naked woman in bed next to a table with lines of cocaine on it.
as sansu's main campaigner for our god-given right to hookers and cocaine, what a lucky bastard.
i got a screenshot of that one somewhere but i cant post it for obvious reasons lmao, it got taken down almost immediately.
still yeah, in all seriousness i do get very annoyed when people talk about their lack of loneliness, especially when they have been lonely and things are looking up, and even moreso when their mental health issues somehow actually help in improving it (for example, in this case, joining a forum dedicated to suicide only to meet a romantic partner on it). maybe thats a personal failure on my part and im just a crab pulling others back into the bucket, but jesus, at least post it in recovery where i wont see it ffs.
anyway nice to see ya @eggsausagerice
RiderNo.4
Member
- Jan 12, 2026
- 11
eggsausagerice
last chance for cake!
- Apr 21, 2025
- 1,069
it's really hard to not feel bitter and even more lonely seeing people make partners here or talk abour their irl partners/friends. it just makes me want to crush my soul up so that i stop being capable of feeling. i do agree that they should've just post this in recovery. i started spiraling over if anyone's ever thought i was dateable before or if i was just the second option to people before going to sleep. i am happy that people are able to find someone that understands them on sasu, but the majority of the site is going to ctb while a slim few recovers. i can't say that there's anyone in my life that's able to understand me and i don't want to go looking for one if i'll just self sabotage it again.
the fact that there was a naked lady post before is crazy though LOL
leloyon
I'll see you in the Wired.
- Feb 4, 2023
- 1,734
yeah, more often than not i consider myself fundamentally unlikeable as a person, and thus completely unloveable. i can barely get along with anyone online, let alone irl and i will probably just end up driving anyone who enters my life away anyway. everyone i know goes away in the end and all that. all my "connections" are fragile like glass at the best of times.
i only know of two people who have ever had a crush on me and i know i was not even the second option, let alone the first, for both. both had next to zero hope of ever coming to anything irl anyway.
i am too broken to really get along with anyone, to be honest. let alone be a romantic option for anyone. i have been alone my whole life and will die alone.
but yeah that post that got taken down was real funny, the guy spent the entire post setting it up just to reveal it was girls and coke lmao
