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m13here
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- Oct 16, 2021
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I feel guilt of leaving my two kids behind without their mom. But lately I've really have felt so alone.
I've dealt with depression on and off since I was 18 (42 now). Lately I just feel like I have hit rock bottom. And to be honest I feel like I would fail at taking my life because I seem to fail at everything I do. I don't know how to succeed at it.
Plus I keep feeling guilty of leaving my kids behind.
I've struggled all my life with acceptance. And past few years my husband's family always take little digs at me like I'm not good enough. He never stands up for me. I feel all alone and lately I feel like I have hit rock bottom and no one cares to even notice. I feel like I have completely hit rock bottom.
I am good at keeping my feelings hidden within me. And I have tried to explain my feelings and I feel like everything has been turned around to being my fault. I'm tired of being the blame. It's getting old.
I'm stuck and don't know where to turn or where to go. Sorry, I just needed to vent to people that might actually understand me for once.
I've dealt with depression on and off since I was 18 (42 now). Lately I just feel like I have hit rock bottom. And to be honest I feel like I would fail at taking my life because I seem to fail at everything I do. I don't know how to succeed at it.
Plus I keep feeling guilty of leaving my kids behind.
I've struggled all my life with acceptance. And past few years my husband's family always take little digs at me like I'm not good enough. He never stands up for me. I feel all alone and lately I feel like I have hit rock bottom and no one cares to even notice. I feel like I have completely hit rock bottom.
I am good at keeping my feelings hidden within me. And I have tried to explain my feelings and I feel like everything has been turned around to being my fault. I'm tired of being the blame. It's getting old.
I'm stuck and don't know where to turn or where to go. Sorry, I just needed to vent to people that might actually understand me for once.