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777cave
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- Aug 11, 2023
- 76
I lost it over something so trivial. So much hate spewed from me (luckily I'm alone) and I couldn't control it. I yelled, nothing physical, but to be honest, I probably would've felt better if I had hit something. This is out of character for me. I still feel shaky inside, like the emotions are stuck. What's weird is that I didn't see or feel this coming. What if this happens again when others are around? I feel like I can't trust myself...I feel out of control.