i feel so alone

[Anna.]

i wish i had friends on here i could message and talk about our suicidality, whether it's here or by text message or whatever. i just feel so lonely, i can't tell anyone else, and i can't find any discord chats either. i feel like i'm the only person who thinks like i do, even though i'm not

 

[MideonNViscera]

Join in on some threads. Eventually you'll get a conversation going. You're not alone, you're just here with a ton of us who are socially broken, hah

 

[Zegers]

Same. I live with my mother who has clinical depression and apart from that a friend who I see every few months. It's like feeling in the middle of the desert.

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

Loneliness is a killer. Right there with you friends

 

[MideonNViscera]

Loneliness is a killer. Right there with you friends

Hey, aren't you the guy who had the SN situation the other day? How did that all shake out? It didn't sound like you were completely alone then. I hope that's still true.

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

Hey, aren't you the guy who had the SN situation the other day? How did that all shake out? It didn't sound like you were completely alone then. I hope that's still true.

That's me yeah. My body recovered, but mentally nothings changed. And I'm basically alone. I have one person left who cares but I keep hurting them with the way I am and it needs to stop.

 

[rpxrpl]

That's me yeah. My body recovered, but mentally nothings changed. And I'm basically alone. I have one person left who cares but I keep hurting them with the way I am and it needs to stop.

I just joined so I'm not familiar with your situation but this is why I'm trying to CTB soon. I feel like I'm holding suicide over everyone around me and they'd be better off in the long run if I just did it already.

 

[MideonNViscera]

I have one person left who cares but I keep hurting them with the way I am and it needs to stop.

I hear you on that one, man. It's one complicated and fucked up situation to be in.

 

[Lost21]

I feel for you. I have absolutely no friends

 

[Unending]

Part of me feels really lonely all the time but trying to have friends hasn't turned out great the further things have devolved for me. I like replying to posts here and am not opposed to chatting with anyone but have severe difficulty maintaining human contact. I get really anxious and end up not replying a lot of the time with pen pals I've had in the past.

 

[MollerPlesset]

i wish i had friends on here i could message and talk about our suicidality, whether it's here or by text message or whatever. i just feel so lonely, i can't tell anyone else, and i can't find any discord chats either. i feel like i'm the only person who thinks like i do, even though i'm not

Maybe we can have a chat available in the forum. I feel so alone too. It is like problem after problem I just don't see a way out. I can't talk about it with family and friend because then they become anxious and depressed.

I just joined so I'm not familiar with your situation but this is why I'm trying to CTB soon. I feel like I'm holding suicide over everyone around me and they'd be better off in the long run if I just did it already.

I sometimes feel like I'm an evolving monster that time after time I do something worse. What's the end? What's the bottom? Do I ever get better?

 

[CTB Fella]

Secrets keep you sick.

Keep talking.

If anyone worthy is listening, they'll let you know.

Sending love.

 

[tryingtoescape]

I absolutely feel the same. I feel so alone and I wish I had more friends to talk to, especially friends to talk to about suicidal feelings. I've tried talking to people online but it's hard to find people you feel comfortable talking to from the Internet. I've just been forced to be socially isolated since I was in middle school because of bullying, and as I grew up and met teens that actually wanted to be friends, I was too anxious from PTSD to get close to people. Finally as an adult I actually wanted to socialize and hang out with other people, developed these chronic illnesses which ruined my ability to do that no matter how hard I tried. My life has just been so horrible and unlucky. If anyone else dealing with this wants to talk about it, feel free to message me because I feel alone too.

 

[outrider567]

Since January 2022 been so alone I can hardly stand it, in between crying(and often times feel like screaming)from the loss of her, such a miserable incomplete and crappy life now, a bottomless pit of despair