Venting I feel pushed towards ctb earlier due to all the crackdowns on SN, drugs and even antiemetics

[KillingPain267]

I feel like I could postpone ctb a few years maybe, but the fact that they are coming for SN worldwide and currently in my country crack down harder on illegal drugs (making it harder to get benzos) makes me anxious. They are even starting to fear monger about pregabalin/Lyrica, which I'm prescribed, so it's just a matter of time when they'll cut me off that.

I have most of what I need for the SN method, but all of these have expiration dates, so I feel pressured due to those.

I don't even wanna think about the dystopia nanny state when my drugs have expired and there will be no source to buy from.

Having a method ready, and sources to buy from as well as some recreational drugs, gives me so much peace. But looking at the future of politics makes me anxious.

At least maybe they could go all the way and introduce the death penalty for drug possession, then I'll take that risk haha.

But that's what government restrictions do: they just push me FURTHER towards ctb rather than "protecting" me.

 

[bankai]

I too wanted to stock up, seems to be the smart solution

 

[Forever Sleep]

I know what you mean. My SN expires next year. My antiemetics are long expired. I daren't try and get more- with one welfair check already on my record. It also makes me nervous trying to obtain other methods.

I think you can use them after the expiration date- so long as they have been unopened and stored correctly but, it still makes me nervous. It's worrying enough as it is.

It's unlikely to 'rush' me into it- my suicide still hinges on my Dad going first but still, it's uncomfortable to have at the back of my mind.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

. they are just going to crack down more and more every year making their suicide prohibition state worse.

And with ai getting more powerfull google , meta will use ai to monitor us and enforce the suicide prohibition state

ai can already understand subtle context. ai can monitor all texts, website visits , emails, calls, etc.

 

[KillingPain267]

I too wanted to stock up, seems to be the smart solution

Beside 100 meto tablets, I already stocked up benzos last week from my trusted plug, both long and short acting, and put them all in a water tight passworded security box safely stored in my cool basement. Because their prices have risen now already. They expire in 2027 and 2029 respectively. I also have some benzos from a legitimate doctor prescription which I don't touch until the day of muerte. Next I wanna stock up on some coke and ketamine and oxys before prices rise and all plugs have their social media closed and/or get arrested. I really see no positive coming in the future. It's like the world is ending for me.

 

[bankai]

Beside 100 meto tablets, I already stocked up benzos last week from my trusted plug, both long and short acting, and put them all in a water tight passworded security box safely stored in my cool basement. Because their prices have risen now already. They expire in 2027 and 2029 respectively. I also have some benzos from a legitimate doctor prescription which I don't touch until the day of muerte. Next I wanna stock up on some coke and ketamine and oxys before prices rise and all plugs have their social media closed and/or get arrested. I really see no positive coming in the future. It's like the world is ending for me.

yes the future is looking quite dystopian.you're quite lucky being able to plan like this and have all these sources though.

 

[Griever]

One of the reasons I've bought a lot of SN is because I'm afraid I won't get SN in the future

 

[KillingPain267]

yes the future is looking quite dystopian.you're quite lucky being able to plan like this and have all these sources though.

It's running out fast

 

[Schnipsel]

Yeah. The fact it's getting harder and harder to get ANYTHING to ctb just feels like kicking those already down on the ground.
It's probably the fear of loosing workers to ctb.

I mean...at the end of the day, there is so many ways to ctb, the government in the end is just making people have to choose more horrific ways to do it.