I feel like there's still hope.

[iplantoleave]

After failing to go through with drinking SN 3 times in the past two months I figured I'm going to throw myself at recovery. I absolutely refuse to stay in this limbo of wanting to CTB and too scared to do it / holding onto hope

Got prescribed different antidepressants, I'm going to try to start my journey into therapy pretty soon. Therapy kind of scares me tho, crazy expensive and sometimes the therapists don't have your best interests at heart (from what I've heard)

There's not much else to say. I'm going to do my best to baby step my way into better mental health and maybe trick myself that my life isn't as bad as I think it is.

 

[BeyondGoodNEvil]

good luck on your recovery hope you find your peace one way or another

 

[chocolatebar]

This is nice to hear. I hope things get better for you. If you can, it would be nice to share your experiences with us.

 

[t0rnbetween]

I hope you find a good therapist if you go through with it. Don't settle!

 

[009any]

Good luck on your recovery man

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your recovery.

 

[samsaragothands]

wish you the best! it's definitely all what you make of it, so if you're really committed to it, i know you'll find peace!