Venting i feel like a failure

[ratlover223]

i feel like a failure. it's hard to find a job and i don't feel like i'm good enough. i literally just got rejected instantly at chili's through an email.

i feel like life is just too hard to keep on continuing when i just want to lay in bed, thinking of ways to die. i don't understand anything at all and i feel useless. i feel numb and dumb. i can't do anything right and i don't think i'm going to do any good in college because what's the point? my family still doesn't support my choice for a career- being an officer. i am just weak and they said i'm a petite woman and i am better suited at something else like being a teacher. i guess i should quit college, fuck a criminal justice degree haha am i right?

 

[FuneralCry]

It does sound tiring being trapped in that situation and it's very much understandable just wishing to be free from it all. Life certainly can be very hard but anyway I wish you the best.