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Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
- Aug 8, 2018
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I hate having these feelings every day! I have virtually no hope of recovering tho I am trying. My life circumstances don't feel stable. I feel like my family views me as burden and an obligation and can kick me out at any time. My greatest fear is to live a life of misery and unhappiness and not be able to overcome SI. I would rather a mugger shoot me or even stab me than I live a life like this ! But SI has been too powerful for me to conquer so far! It feels like I'm being emotionally tortured, not deliberately by any person. But just unbearable emotions constantly and I do NOT want to live one more day feeling this way! Medication no help. Talk therapy hasn't helped. Ketamine hasn't helped. Nothing has helped!
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