Discussion I feel joy when thinking of death

[etrnllxid]

Because when it's over, it's over. Everything I've experienced doesn't matter because I'll cease to exist. When thinking of about my impending death I feel content and I'll go as for to say even happy. It's like I have a this target that I can put 100 percent of myself into. I'm reflecting on my positive and negative relationships but I just.. don't care as neither matter to me. Any others who feel this way?

 

[FuneralCry]

Death certainly is the only relief and comfort to me, I see beauty in the thought of sleeping eternally where I will be completely unaware of this dreadful existence, for me it will be like I never existed at all. Existence is completely undesirable in every way possible which is why I've only wished for nothingness, to me non-existence is true peace, it's freedom from all suffering and harm.

 

[Bobbylobby]

Whenever I get lost in thought about death and start really thinking I sorta lose touch with my surroundings and my feet get numb